Sunday, November 7, 2010

Church Anniversary Poster





Day 12, 18:23

was nice to be with a person who had not affected the death of Samuel, a person who was not even aware of what had been happening in the forest for which we were walking in silence, enjoying the cold but sunny winter day. Calm had returned to the place now that everyone had gone and the boys moved to the natural cave in another sector. Began to have the feeling that everything was a dream, rather a nightmare. Unfortunately things were not going to resolve to wake up my state of lethargy.

Samuel was not there. My parents were monsters. My brother was sick. And I had gone crazy and started to drown in my mixed feelings for Dylan. For Dylan. Good God, the words did not fit in my mind. Feelings and Dylan in my head did not agree. "You look

had not slept much. Do your parents have you taken a good fight for ... escape during the trip? "Darren was interested in looking at me with a smile and not ask the reasons that led me to go with my brother and his friends during those days.

"Actually, yes, but before I sleep badly. I have many things in his head .- I replied, trying to be as honest as possible to avoid releasing lies to a friend.

"Funny, until I came here that I began to realize that you were far from being that girl quiet and normal institute .- decisively, leaned back against the sturdy trunk of a tree and looked me eyes.

Sometimes I liked to recall how they were my friends as children. Darren had always been withdrawn, looking for something to grab onto to keep your smile strong. And a complete inept at math. During the past year had gone from being a normal kid one of the highest class, although he continued to behave as before. And I liked that it was a good sign that remained faithful to what it was.

"Yeah, me too .- I realized I joked, trying to end the topic of conversation so that neither resulted in the most uncomfortable things to talk .- Well, what I wanted to teach?

"Oh, ya, it ... - he whispered, looking away at once .- The truth is that too was a little excuse to be a little bit with you. In class is impossible, your friends will flank and on the trail you run away, so it was the only way I could capture your curiosity.

"Ouch, I fell completely in your trap .- laughed, without offending me because I had cheated.

for a few seconds I remembered that Lydia had said the previous day. I felt something for me. And I discarded as I met his eyes bright and sincere. Why was this myth that boys and girls could not be friends? We were and it would not change, I was sure.

addition, and unfortunately for me, I continued with the mind in Dylan. She could not even stand to think about the idea of \u200b\u200bthinking in another. The themes of love were not my strong suit, did not have a minimum experience of them.

"So you've been with Ethan. Always struck me what do you bring it to be brothers. I at I can not see me .- acknowledged, ending the silence that had come between them.

"I guess the character of Ethan assistance. And the relationship with my parents is not good, so we have to stay pretty close. We are our only family.

"Someday will be so .- I raised an eyebrow at his statement, hoping to explain a bit more before responding. For, indeed, had not the faintest idea what I could answer .- I mean, one day your girlfriend and brother will be married many years later. And you like. This is only temporary.

"Oh, yes. I guess I dress well, you're right. But I prefer to think of now.

Ethan. Adriana. Nephews. How the disease? The truth is that I think about the future caused panic.

"So there is a morning must be a .- today whispered, turning away a lock of brown hair from his forehead .- And how you see your day?

A movement in the bushes behind Darren had caught my attention, forcing me to hide so as not to reveal the position of whomever was there.

Normal. Ethan had warned me: if I went to the forest, would be guarded by one of his friends. I wondered who it would and the next second Denia was prayed that perhaps Scott. But neither my brother nor his best friend. It would be very inconvenient to have to face after his comments, having spent the afternoon alone with a boy, though it was only my friend. They never understand.

- My today? - I answered, somewhat confused by your question while secretly scrutinizing the bush .- Well bored stuck at home, surrounded by books .- joked class, meeting with some dark eyes that got discouraged.

Perfect. An Evening with Darren being observed with Dylan. Let my fate.

"But you have your friends, I think you are the only group that has held together since kindergarten.

I do not know how long that ... - I whispered, Dylan forgetting and remembering everything that Lydia had told me about Dana.

I had not yet stopped to meditate in peace, but I knew that when Doing so would break and could no longer keep my face nice to her. No angry I was good, but I wanted to clarify things. And if you really had changed so much, I did not intend to continue our friendship. Knowing that the number of things that had come loose on me.

- Did something happen?

did not know whether to talk to Darren was a good idea or not, but needed a second opinion. Someone who also knew her and could help me make a decision.

"Apparently Dana has been saying things about me and ... not the same. I just learned so I'm still assuming .- recognized, nodding.

- Dana? You really do not know what he says and how? - The bewilderment in his voice got to focus entirely on the conversation.

- Do you know what they say about me?

"I think everybody knows it, so I assumed that you too .- replied, annoyed .- No one dares trust she is always talking about your brother and his friends and says it only supports you because are the strongest bond with Ethan. Another kick

more. How could there be people like that? Everyone knew and I had continued swallowing the story that we were friends even though I sometimes carried his obsession with Dylan. Left me like a moron at all well ...

fooling "This is increíble. muttered under his breath.

"Sorry, Nora, I swear that if he had suspected at any time that you did not know I would have told .- apologized, approaching me .- But I figured that Lydia and Victoria had been told to you ... or you had not noticed yourself. " Dana talks too much.

"It's not your fault is mine. I should have realized long before he calmed .- .- What is that I have to do now? To go on as usual? "Put me made a basilisk and break everything?

had thought that when regresásemos classes, I would tell my other two friends all that had happened to Dylan, the history of the disease, he was upset. Assuming that Dana would opt to support a friend and not bother to have kissed the boy that he was obsessed, but now knew it could not be. What would you do with all this information? Brochures for distribution "by the institute and give to know the true story sweetened with more lies to make me look like the worst person in the world? And if Dana did not trust, could not do it in Victoria. Because if Lydia and I have always gone together, they had united and shared everything, but was more than clear that Victoria was just a puppet of the young.

Talk to her .- advised me, maintaining the coldness that I had lost .- Let her know you know everything you have done and said that's not going to get more. You have two options: either keep their mouths shut and hide the fact that nothing has happened, so you can continue in their vain struggle to win over older children or to go and leave you alone. I think both will convince you more the first choice. Browse

Dana of this group is too important a decision to take myself. Because lead to lose to Victoria, overturn all those years in Evansville and at the end of the day, we had only two in the city. Once terminase and we could go to college does not meet again, it would continue with the theater a little more to keep things in place.

"It's not fair, I have always been good .- I whined, sounding like a little girl unhappy.

"Because you're too good .- Darren smiled, pulling one of my strands of hair to make me smile .- And There are good people who warn of things as is, for the next I'll be more attentive. Although hopefully this will not happen again.

.- "I wish I agreed, laughing to relax a little .- Thanks. Ultimately going to be that if that was good for me to come with you into the woods, eh?

"Let's see if you learn to ask me to spend more time with you .- joked .- Do not thank me, Lydia was the first one that opened his eyes. You're lucky to have such a good friend with you.

"Well, you have to Leo. So you can not complain.

"Oh, he is a heavy .- said, separating me to kick start a branch on the grass .- Le love always touch my nose with the same subject.

- What theme is that, pray? - I was interested.

Instantly he rose color to the cheeks to the boy, who turned away in a vain attempt not to show how he had blushed at my question. Laughing at his reaction, I squatted beside him waiting for him to sit down to talk too.

"You're telling me, little Darren .- I ordered the fun captured in my voice .- Leo knows what little thing that makes you blush?

With a shy smile, reached down to me, starting to play with the grass between us to gain some time before speaking.

"It's something he has long been known ... It is true that now I have told her regret, because as you can with it haunts me to encourage me to do .- released, liándome a little more of not knowing what he was talking .

- Encourage you to do what? "I insisted, feeling more and more curious about the matter.

"Something like this ... .- whispered, grabbing my hands to make me get up beside him and be face to face, seeing her brown eyes fixed on mine, as if waiting to give me finally realize what he planned do.

"Something like ... what?

Just finish the last word, I realized that there was no space between our faces and that his lips had sought mine to give them awkwardly. I took a few seconds to realize what he was doing. Not that I was a bit silly, it was, but he was not doing very well.

For a second I thought aside, to react as it was about was hysterical. No. He was my friend suddenly could not kiss me, period. There were limits and it was clear that he longed to overcome them, but I could not. Because that kiss was just remembering me of Dylan. The only one who had received before this.

But he would not be fair for me to act well. It was his first kiss, I was nervous, not knowing what to do. It was only pressed his lips against mine, her eyes tightly closed, and even thought he could hear how mentally prayed to be doing well. It was Darren and I wanted to, if only for the way he loved me.

Clarifying my thoughts, I took her hands were still holding mine, and placed on my waist, inviting a hug, a subtle indication of what to do to make those improvements. Tilting my head to the right without separating our lips, I put my arms around his neck, taking the lead and initiating the kiss that he had believed to be giving me from the beginning.

I could almost feel how relaxed when he realized that now that things worked. Even I liked it.

That kiss was what had not been to Dylan. Sweet, slow, perfect for a first contact. Filled with a love that got touched me. The longing of which he had had with the other guy did not show up, no adrenaline ran through my veins. It was ... normal? So different from my previous experience was not sure which he preferred.

winter or summer. Adventure or quiet. Fire or water. Night and day come face to face. And I had to choose. I had to choose between the perfect sunny summer day Darren and loneliness of the winter night crying for an impossible relationship with Dylan.

Making me forget all this, Darren hugged me tighter, continuing with that kiss I was relaxed gradually leaving me breathless. If Dylan in the two seconds and swollen lips had felt the force of each impact, this time it felt absolutely nothing. And much more time had elapsed. Or so I thought, because he was barely able to assimilate so many minutes we had.

Before I could take decision to separate to give some oxygen to my lungs, a serious and menacing growl filled the forest, coming from the bushes that I had been peering above.

An animal snarl, wolf, which had gotten me away from fear in any situation. But I knew who was coming, I knew who her owner, who despite being in his human form had taken the animal side at that time. And it avoided that frightened me.

- What the hell ...? - Darren muttered, separating but not letting go while trying to locate the animal that had produced the sound.

"Better go somewhere else ... - I whispered, taking her hand and guide you to one of the clear I had found during the day trips.

Determined to do what he should do, I turned a moment to throw a warning look at Dylan, who had appeared among the trees and looked at me with its unfathomable black eyes, without me understand what to make clear from their reaction before my kiss with Darren.

You'd better not follow us now. Taylor

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