Hello! The truth is that not expecting to write so soon, but in these two days I've had time to think (and to consult with some friends (:) and I made a decision. First I want to thank you (yes, again) by who have left comments on the final pernicious. I too am sorry very much that it is over, but ... Nothing is forever;) will keep this blog open but not update it. When you decide to get the full story, return to it, but for now I'm focused on another project. It is a book that I've been working for years and this time not exaggerating. I find it very hard to write, but is long and say that the plot is far more complicated than pernicious. Here you have the link in case anyone is curious) http://reflejosdelocaso.blogspot.com/ If not, we'll read when Nora returns to occupy my mind. Thank you very much and happy holidays to all! PS: As you see, in the end the blog won a prize: D Thanks to everyone who you voted:)
Monday, December 27, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
2001 Volvo S40 Blown Head Gasket Repair
Nora
Now
never would have thought that a nightmare and could give me more things which I removed. I remember those dark days as a small bump in my life, I needed a bump urgently to avoid ending up going crazy. I still wonder what would happen to me if Ethan had not been infected, if it had not made so many mistakes and made many decisions. Da
vertigo look to the future, but also make it in time.
may live this is the right thing, although I can not stop thinking about the consequences of each of my actions. Because if my parents could be so wrong almost without realizing what kind of disasters can cause I inadvertently?
And while you let me know at this point I tell you my story does not end here. Hardly. There is much more, because every day in this world is a small adventure book that deserves a recount. I just hope that, like me, you to be able to find your way. Your reasons to keep fighting against all that surrounds you.
honestly do not know if my life, if everything I told you, is moral. I guess every one of you draw its own lessons and conclusions of thousands of intertwined stories that I have presented. Because I did too.
I can only say one thing: thank you.
Thanks for making me remember, hear me speak for so many pages.
Thanks.
Thanks:
have been a total of six months to write, days reviewing and trying to set up a story that I began to write without knowing what would happen, not even considering the possibility of uploading to a blog and share it with you all.
After many weeks, three hundred and thirty pages of word and more than a day of despair for not knowing how to put in the blank Pernici feared has come to an end.
I finished writing many books, many stories and tales. Some short, some as long as this. Pernici but certainly has been the most difficult I've done so far.
Perhaps history is not so difficult But it was a little personal challenge I have to overcome in order to continue offering you these timeless pieces of chapters.
Thanks to all of you who bothered to read me, leave your comments or send me an email, because I have encouraged them to continue to this day.
You may ask: what, now? I myself know.
pernicious not over. Yes, in my mind there are still many things to tell Nora and others. Questions remain in the air, unresolved issues ... and my intention would be to fix everything in a sequel. But I do not think is going to write today or tomorrow, I can not even you ensure that it will do in 2011 (although it is among my purposes) but I know I will.
I decided to keep the blog open for anyone else who manages to reach him and is interested in the story, but I have not decided if I will upload more stories or what to do with it. But it will update the blog when you have made a decision to keep you informed on what you decide.
And now it is important :)
Many anonymous readers you are to me, but there are some that if you "know."
The first person I would like to mention is Macarena, and how excited from the beginning to the story, encouraging me to continue and threatening every time they took more than two days to raise a piece of chapter. Thank you for everything, it is not the first story of mine that you read and the reader are more faithful than any writer would have.
The second is Annie. Do not know you at all, but you've been with Pernici almost from the beginning, commenting, reading everything up, encouraging me to actually continue with writing. Thanks for following and continue with the book despite the end it was very long.
Analida and Arika. Thanks for your unexpected interesándoos mails the novel, wondering things and making me see that I managed to snag someone with history.
And in general, thanks to all who are there. At thirty-seven followers of the blog, to which you visit every day from your countries, who have managed to nominate the book for a prize.
read us again soon.
Happy Holidays to all. Pernici
Writer;)
Friday, December 24, 2010
Indoor Portable Shower
Chapter Thirteen Epilogue:
"When My Guitar Gently Weeps" Third Party
Nora Day 34, 7:30
without thinking much I tie my hair in a ponytail and grab my backpack down the stairs and catch some breakfast. Another day in Evansville, the same boring town all my life. It's amazing how he managed to turn an issue like the murderers in the forest or the disappearance of Samuel in a monotonous and boring. Nobody remembers what happened in February. Not even the police. Miro
my mobile again and throw the back of the pack. Is useless. Not a single message this week, only a few calls from Lydia. I do not know what to think. Moreover, I prefer not to think about anything. "Good morning
.- greets Ethan, sitting in one of the stools from the kitchen with the newspaper open .-'ll be happy, right? Today is the big day. Arrived yesterday all at midnight at the station, I spoke with Adriana and perfectly.
"Aha ... - seat without much emphasis, serving me an orange juice.
- Is something wrong? She asks, looking up from his reading to be analyzed .- I'm glad to see you at Lydia and above all to Dylan.
"I would be happy if I was sending any messages during those days. I do not know anything about him since he left even though I promised to contact. I do not think it has anything to cheer .- replied with all the coldness that I can.
I will not show hurt, I prefer to think I do not give importance to the subject to avoid talk about it much longer.
"So ... have you broken? - Questions still, not daring to lift a finger.
I do not know, I guess .- respond with sincerity, giving a drink in my glass .- We'll be late, are you ready?
"Yes, yes .- murmur, rising and taking his jacket running .- You all right, Nora?
"Do not worry, really. Just let us go and get it over with this.
accepting my request, opens the front door and left in silence. The snow has finally gone and the sky is blue, without any tag that can get dirty. Lazy spring approaches and, although it should be happy, just get more saddening. I do not know what kind of months are going to be next. Do not even know how I will go support the same high school he ...
"There must be a reason for you not called.
"Yes, he has repented. Seriously, Ethan, let it. I'm fine, never mind.
I believe it looks unfinished, but does not object to anything. Today is the day we have the summons in the punishment room. All of us who were in the forest, we need to introduce there to meet our punishment. I reached a point where I do not even care about my academic mess.
the way to school I find it especially short this time. There are people in the door, as usual, but I do not recognize anyone who has been absent these last two weeks. Crestfallen way between the tide of people seeking entry to the building to go as soon as possible my math class. "See
punishment. Will you be alright? - Ethan stopped me before our paths divide.
"Like I said yes. Go, Adriana will be waiting .- I remember him, giving him a kiss on the cheek .- bye.
Without giving him time to insist, I ran away, bypassing my locker. I just want to see Lydia, make sure you are well and power again enjoy having my best friend with her. I need to hear their complaints and tell mine.
And above all, I need to get it over with the theater that I have ridden with Dana. Remain your friends for a day when he thinks and says all these horrible things about me is unbearable.
- Nora, "someone calls me, pushing through students to get to me .- There you are!
- Lydia!
I almost forget my worries when I hold her after so long. It's her again, no doubt. Is back as the day we announced that we were going hiking. Is my friend, always. Y returns to be with me.
- How did it go? Are you okay? - Ask away.
- Sure! Oh God, I wanted to write more, but the drugs we were almost always sedated. It was a bore, I've hardly seen anyone.
- Really?
"Yesterday I could only speak a little with Denia and was with Taylor, but the hospital was impossible .- nods her head enthusiastically, keeping the arms seized .- How are you? Aside from paint thinner and had not slept.
's not true, I am perfectly .- if I have to repeat again what I'm going to kill .- The one who is gone away was you, so you'll have me to tell everything.
I divert your attention from me, so I pulled her into the classroom and take our places. Finally let's see your empty seat beside me.
"Many tranquilizers, two weeks lying in bed and read four books. Exciting, huh? I was dying to go back and see you. What happened during my absence? - Is so nervous sitting on the table and start playing with your hair.
lie. Not the usual. His eyes sparkle, the smile slipping all the time. Things to Taylor should do well.
"Nothing, everything continues as usual. Nobody talks about what happened in the forest and calm has returned to Evansville. Absolutely boring.
- What did you do with ...?
Before pronounce his name, Dana makes an appearance, offering two overacted Lydia kisses. It has a pretty good instinct, knowing nothing of what we actually spent two and kept the distance with us. Victoria on the other hand, innocent Lydia embraces with all his might as he says again and again how much I was glad to see her again.
To my dismay, I can not talk to her again until the time of punishment, which have been placed in front of the food. While it may be good because I get rid of a boring kind of literature in the company of Dana.
I feel pressure in my chest as we move to the class. Everyone will be there. Ethan. Scott. Adriana. Dylan. Especially him. I do not want him, I can not face their bitter comments and his dark eyes. Deep breath before entering, leaving Lydia is the first to do so.
As expected, took away the free site that is next to Taylor, which puts a hopeful glance. Obviously that could not spend too much time together. Ethan is sitting in the back row, drawing something in his notebook waiting for the professor begins to spread sheets inform us what exactly we are accused. The formality of this institute is overwhelming.
without thinking much, I'm in one of the two seats left in the first row. I do not know who needed to come, I would not noticing too much on those present to not meet him, so pray that the case of Denia. I have really wanted to see her again.
-wait two minutes to get your partner .- Mr. Mathews said, putting reading glasses to review the list have given themselves .- At the end ... who are many - his myopic eyes wander for us as We smiled.
For him none of us would be here, like us.
Someone knocks on the door, waiting invitation to spend.
"Go ahead, Mr. Winchester. We were waiting to start the party .- jokes teacher. He lowered his head
cursing under his breath. A chair in the back of the class drags and I know my brother has been lifted, ready to switch places.
"Mr. Avens, please do not have to be so formal with his friend. Sit .- invites the man, laughing at his own joke as Dylan walks to sit next to me.
Silence.
"I'll list, more than anything to meet the record .- inform us before taking the role .- Denia Holmes, Adriana Liam, Ethan Avens, Scott Adams, Lydia Green, Nora Avens, Taylor Booth, Dylan Winchester ...
According to pronounce the names you hear a mild statement. All are present, you can start distributing the papers. Or so I want to do, because I need to leave this room and get away from him. I can not face him, I can not face two weeks without knowing if he is alive or dead. Dylan supports
elbows on the table and sighs. Is so tight like me.
-Just say you all have a week of an extra hour in the school for noncompliance with the directive of the center ... - starts Mr. Mathews.
I can not keep listening. I can not let him see me curled up in my seat. I have to pretend indifference, happiness. I would never let you see the damage that has gotten me. Once I failed and left him into my heart, letting you see how managed to dominate my life but I will not make the same mistake. Armándome
value, raise my head and I sit in my chair, crossing his arms as he stared at the teacher, who continues to believe that we are talking about attending. Giro head slightly and I find Denia, which outlines a covert smile I return instantly. Next to Scott is typing on their mobile hiding under the table. I guess Gabriel is the recipient of the message.
-Perfect, this it. You know that tomorrow will fulfill the first time for all that you have been assigned. Miss Holmes, here's your report .- tertiary, ending his monologue and offering an envelope Denia, which rises to accept with a smile.
Initially many of them were involved in the punishment, but when the director wanted a list of all those involved, and all had solidarity. When they made that decision I thought it would be more than a few hours fun, now I'm not so sure.
"Miss Avens ... disobedience, running away from the excursion, escape the supervision of teachers and spend nights away from the group ... A good collection you have .- says Professor, handing me a smile of support .- Do not alter, we've all done something that young.
Turning back to his desk, picks up the envelope and it tends Dylan.
I do not know how many times I've seen here, Mr. Winchester. Always with the same punishment, but this time we have a new one. It is the first time that two students encourages those under the care of the school to escape during a night .- informs you, getting the whole group laugh.
So I smiled to hear him unconsciously look. Is somewhat pale and thin and, although it is smiling at the teacher, there is something in your eyes I'm not convinced. Although ours is over, the changes that got to do it are still present, no coldness in his eyes. Perfect, I prepared a lovely guy to the next girl you are.
the next second, catches me watching him and under the gaze embarrassed and quickly. These months are going to be awfully hard. Gradually
Mathews gets rid of all the envelopes and leans against his writing, looking with a hint of curiosity in the face.
"For now this is all, see you tomorrow .- is fired just as the bell rings and we all got up running to our seats.
quickly pick up and leave my wallet the hall, seeing interrupted when I prepare to run. To a meal with me Dana and Victoria is appealing.
"Wait, Nora. Can we talk? - After Dylan, who has remained by the door, still holding on and have discussions with their expressionless eyes, go by all. Denia away dedicating a knowing look that lets me see who knows nothing of what happened, Scott does the same with Taylor and Lydia meets with Dana and Victoria, we were waiting outside the hall.
not want to spend a long time, I will not be seen with him.
- A case is something to say? "I whisper, releasing my arm from his hand.
"Please give me ten minutes. Then you can hate me .- I beg. After it appears
Ethan, who is still waiting to tell you something.
- Is something wrong? - Is interested in becoming the innocent.
I'm thinking a few seconds. I want to go, I do not have to deal with this. But a glance at Dylan tells me I can not resist. I keep wanting to behave badly with me.
"No, do not worry.
"Okay, see you in the cafeteria .- goodbye, taking with them hand Adriana.
Just when I think I'll be able to speak and the ten minutes he asked me begin to count, Dana comes over with a smile insustancial en la cara, colocándose muy cerca de Dylan.
-¿Vamos a comer, Nora?-me pregunta con voz dulce.- ¡Oh, hola, Dylan!
-Id vosotras, os busco luego.
-Yo voy a comer… ya sabes.- me informa Lydia con las mejillas ruborizadas.
-Te buscaré.- le prometo.
-Yo…- interrumpe Dylan, algo cortado por la situación.- había pensado que podíamos comer juntos.
Arqueo una ceja sin terminar de creérmelo. ¿Para cuanto cree que dan diez minutos?
Dana se queda boquiabierta, a la espera de que rechace la invitación. Pero no puedo negarme el gusto de dejarla sin palabras.
-Está bien, then we will see in the afternoon class. Bye.
- Have fun! - Lydia yells at me before moving away.
Taking the initiative, I move away from Dana and Victoria to go to my locker. Dylan follows me without a word, playing with the handles of her bag. I stand next to the box and hope to begin talking. "Sorry
said after grabbing air .- .- I do not deserve your forgiveness, I know. But do not know ...
"Right. I do not know anything because I have not received a damn angry message .- I interrupt, putting the key lock to open it at once.
Something inside falls and lands on me. I hasten to catch it before it hits the ground, frowning at the sight. The bouquet of red roses leaves me speechless. Since then I have not put it there.
"I know that does not help much, but ... the way I apologize. And ask you this will not stop until I apologize.
Sigh, arreglándomelas to put my books in the locker and close it again with the flowers in my lap. The scent of flowers all around us. I can not deny it: I love but had to force my lock to put them inside.
- Why Dylan? How hard is to send a message?
"I wanted to. But I'm dumb, you know. I got scared and ... also spent many hours at a conscious as hesitate long to send a message or not .- I said, frustrated with himself .- I wrote dozens, but I dared not send.
I stared at him without understanding. You really can be so stupid?
"Let me see your phone .- ordered him, extending his hand.
without a second thought, take it out of his jeans pocket and handed it to me. Hardly get to hold the branch and go to the draft of their text messages. There are exactly fifty-eight messages with my number and address. I can not believe ...
"You idiot.
"I know. Click
Without hesitation until I get to send the first one. I feel the vibration My phone in my pants pocket.
"You've sent the first. Are you a hard time sending the other fifty-seven?
Dylan picks up his phone with slight disbelief, shaking his head.
should not forgive him, should make him pay for all these days without news ... but I can not. We come back to have here, asking for forgiveness, insecure, giving me flowers ... What I can do? Rejected? I will never forgive him. He's my boy, I had no other or I will.
-still have the wounds ... - whispers, raising his trembling hand to caress the small scar remains on my forehead.
I do not think that will ever go, I have them all over the body .- mumbled, putting the backpack also at the box office, and finally closed with the padlock.
burlesque
A smile on her face in utter that phrase. Is here the same as always.
"Oh, come, let your witty commentary .- will challenge, positioning in front of him.
"No, for once you get rid .- yields, approaching me without saying anything more. I'm about to speak when he decides to speak .- I can kiss you?
The question catches me off guard and I smile, trying to take advantage of the situation.
- Since when Dylan Winchester ask permission for something like that? "Since
has fallen for the girl with the pigtails .- responds without a second thought, leaning over me.
I blush so much for what it says it just me stop to think where we stand in one of the corridors of the institute with more than ten pairs of eyes on us.
"So I'm still the girl with the pigtails ... - loose without much thought.
"No, you're my girl and pigtails .- whispers against my lips before finally kissing, hugging regardless crush the flowers.
Saving a little common sense despite the situation, I link my arms around his neck, putting to save the industry. To my ears get some exclamation and the sound of a nervous laugh, but I do not know. I've been dreaming of this moment since he was let go in the season and now returns to be with me. And although I will pay for all these days of uncertainty, now needs to feel to me.
Several minutes later, Dylan is separated, supporting his forehead to mine while trying to catch his breath. The bell indicating the start of the meal sounds far away, in another distant place that we find ourselves.
"I've missed quietly acknowledged .- .- And I have to stop wanting to go through bumps and just be together ..." Hopefully
this time do not do stupid again .- river, turning away and taking his hand .- Let's eat with others, please.
-Your wish is my command ...
"It's good to be back in high school. The ringing, people running, couples should go to a motel, duties ... - I hear the voice of Taylor passing by without recognizing us. Instantly know what's going to do Dylan and I go to press with it, dying of shame.
"If I pay you the motel, I took happy .- replies, laughing while hugging me.
sideways I can see how Taylor and his passenger, Scott, are turned towards us speechless, analyzing the scene for a couple of seconds before believing it.
- Dylan, "asks Taylor.
- Nora? "Added the blond boy, who has an unreadable expression on her face .- What ...? Oh my God. What is this?
- Is the day of the innocent? "Is interested in the other, turning to all sides in the hope of finding a camera .- No, wait. Why it hit you Ethan?
-Chico
ready .- commented in response, advancing to Dylan that he planned to make a wry comment that could have spoiled the moment .- Have you come to eat with others in the cafeteria? Lydia was you looking.
"Yes, it went, but ...
Shaking her head to see it still standing, Dylan took a hand and I head downstairs. I do not want further explanation, I do not want discussions. I want to be happy right now and be forever. Although I am well aware that the gossip about us are going to be hanging around until the summer Evansville.
Obedient, Scott Taylor and we are a few feet back, in amazement and exchanging a few words from time to time. Until the second seems to have forgotten Gabriel, for he has saved the phone.
I enter the room ignoring the prying eyes and hold your hand. Contact hot skin against mine and I calm her courage to face all this.
- Nora? - Someone whispers behind my back.
"Oh, hello again, Dana .- greeted her with a triumphant smile .- Is something wrong?
- How could you? We were friends .- growls, pointing with his eyes while our hands clasped fun Dylan chuckles softly.
"Oh, you were what? - Lydia intervenes, grabbing the arm of Taylor with a childish smile on his face .- It is that, sorry, but when you said that Nora was a vulgar to which it seemed you could not bear ... that no.
aback, the girl turns to her. Makeup face has lost its color.
- What's this all about?
"Nothing, we go to eat. Adiós .- statement Dylan, turning around and pulling me to get away from them .- Your brother is already in the queue.
"Thanks .- I say, placed there in the queue.
- Have you forgiven him? - Ethan interrupts, looking with suspicion.
"Do not put that tone of voice and cheer for them .- Adriana rebukes him, giving him a blow on the shoulder.
I smile as a thank you and come back to lean against Dylan. Food matters little to me, all I wish is that once you finish school and have an afternoon ahead whole to be with them. With him.
The nightmare is over, now I know it's true. Normally the fantastic stories end with the first and moving the two lovers kiss. I am of those who believe the story is not over until you can not see every one of its players with its paradoxes clarified.
Now I can just look around and see a new and unknown world that I'm dying to explore. The police may harass Ethan, that the "disappearance" of my father is another problem added to that I hate Dana, but no matter.
Because one day, an eternity ago, I got the feeling that everything would change. That my life would not be in any way alike.
And now I know I was right. Nora
"When My Guitar Gently Weeps" Third Party
Nora Day 34, 7:30
without thinking much I tie my hair in a ponytail and grab my backpack down the stairs and catch some breakfast. Another day in Evansville, the same boring town all my life. It's amazing how he managed to turn an issue like the murderers in the forest or the disappearance of Samuel in a monotonous and boring. Nobody remembers what happened in February. Not even the police. Miro
my mobile again and throw the back of the pack. Is useless. Not a single message this week, only a few calls from Lydia. I do not know what to think. Moreover, I prefer not to think about anything. "Good morning
.- greets Ethan, sitting in one of the stools from the kitchen with the newspaper open .-'ll be happy, right? Today is the big day. Arrived yesterday all at midnight at the station, I spoke with Adriana and perfectly.
"Aha ... - seat without much emphasis, serving me an orange juice.
- Is something wrong? She asks, looking up from his reading to be analyzed .- I'm glad to see you at Lydia and above all to Dylan.
"I would be happy if I was sending any messages during those days. I do not know anything about him since he left even though I promised to contact. I do not think it has anything to cheer .- replied with all the coldness that I can.
I will not show hurt, I prefer to think I do not give importance to the subject to avoid talk about it much longer.
"So ... have you broken? - Questions still, not daring to lift a finger.
I do not know, I guess .- respond with sincerity, giving a drink in my glass .- We'll be late, are you ready?
"Yes, yes .- murmur, rising and taking his jacket running .- You all right, Nora?
"Do not worry, really. Just let us go and get it over with this.
accepting my request, opens the front door and left in silence. The snow has finally gone and the sky is blue, without any tag that can get dirty. Lazy spring approaches and, although it should be happy, just get more saddening. I do not know what kind of months are going to be next. Do not even know how I will go support the same high school he ...
"There must be a reason for you not called.
"Yes, he has repented. Seriously, Ethan, let it. I'm fine, never mind.
I believe it looks unfinished, but does not object to anything. Today is the day we have the summons in the punishment room. All of us who were in the forest, we need to introduce there to meet our punishment. I reached a point where I do not even care about my academic mess.
the way to school I find it especially short this time. There are people in the door, as usual, but I do not recognize anyone who has been absent these last two weeks. Crestfallen way between the tide of people seeking entry to the building to go as soon as possible my math class. "See
punishment. Will you be alright? - Ethan stopped me before our paths divide.
"Like I said yes. Go, Adriana will be waiting .- I remember him, giving him a kiss on the cheek .- bye.
Without giving him time to insist, I ran away, bypassing my locker. I just want to see Lydia, make sure you are well and power again enjoy having my best friend with her. I need to hear their complaints and tell mine.
And above all, I need to get it over with the theater that I have ridden with Dana. Remain your friends for a day when he thinks and says all these horrible things about me is unbearable.
- Nora, "someone calls me, pushing through students to get to me .- There you are!
- Lydia!
I almost forget my worries when I hold her after so long. It's her again, no doubt. Is back as the day we announced that we were going hiking. Is my friend, always. Y returns to be with me.
- How did it go? Are you okay? - Ask away.
- Sure! Oh God, I wanted to write more, but the drugs we were almost always sedated. It was a bore, I've hardly seen anyone.
- Really?
"Yesterday I could only speak a little with Denia and was with Taylor, but the hospital was impossible .- nods her head enthusiastically, keeping the arms seized .- How are you? Aside from paint thinner and had not slept.
's not true, I am perfectly .- if I have to repeat again what I'm going to kill .- The one who is gone away was you, so you'll have me to tell everything.
I divert your attention from me, so I pulled her into the classroom and take our places. Finally let's see your empty seat beside me.
"Many tranquilizers, two weeks lying in bed and read four books. Exciting, huh? I was dying to go back and see you. What happened during my absence? - Is so nervous sitting on the table and start playing with your hair.
lie. Not the usual. His eyes sparkle, the smile slipping all the time. Things to Taylor should do well.
"Nothing, everything continues as usual. Nobody talks about what happened in the forest and calm has returned to Evansville. Absolutely boring.
- What did you do with ...?
Before pronounce his name, Dana makes an appearance, offering two overacted Lydia kisses. It has a pretty good instinct, knowing nothing of what we actually spent two and kept the distance with us. Victoria on the other hand, innocent Lydia embraces with all his might as he says again and again how much I was glad to see her again.
To my dismay, I can not talk to her again until the time of punishment, which have been placed in front of the food. While it may be good because I get rid of a boring kind of literature in the company of Dana.
I feel pressure in my chest as we move to the class. Everyone will be there. Ethan. Scott. Adriana. Dylan. Especially him. I do not want him, I can not face their bitter comments and his dark eyes. Deep breath before entering, leaving Lydia is the first to do so.
As expected, took away the free site that is next to Taylor, which puts a hopeful glance. Obviously that could not spend too much time together. Ethan is sitting in the back row, drawing something in his notebook waiting for the professor begins to spread sheets inform us what exactly we are accused. The formality of this institute is overwhelming.
without thinking much, I'm in one of the two seats left in the first row. I do not know who needed to come, I would not noticing too much on those present to not meet him, so pray that the case of Denia. I have really wanted to see her again.
-wait two minutes to get your partner .- Mr. Mathews said, putting reading glasses to review the list have given themselves .- At the end ... who are many - his myopic eyes wander for us as We smiled.
For him none of us would be here, like us.
Someone knocks on the door, waiting invitation to spend.
"Go ahead, Mr. Winchester. We were waiting to start the party .- jokes teacher. He lowered his head
cursing under his breath. A chair in the back of the class drags and I know my brother has been lifted, ready to switch places.
"Mr. Avens, please do not have to be so formal with his friend. Sit .- invites the man, laughing at his own joke as Dylan walks to sit next to me.
Silence.
"I'll list, more than anything to meet the record .- inform us before taking the role .- Denia Holmes, Adriana Liam, Ethan Avens, Scott Adams, Lydia Green, Nora Avens, Taylor Booth, Dylan Winchester ...
According to pronounce the names you hear a mild statement. All are present, you can start distributing the papers. Or so I want to do, because I need to leave this room and get away from him. I can not face him, I can not face two weeks without knowing if he is alive or dead. Dylan supports
elbows on the table and sighs. Is so tight like me.
-Just say you all have a week of an extra hour in the school for noncompliance with the directive of the center ... - starts Mr. Mathews.
I can not keep listening. I can not let him see me curled up in my seat. I have to pretend indifference, happiness. I would never let you see the damage that has gotten me. Once I failed and left him into my heart, letting you see how managed to dominate my life but I will not make the same mistake. Armándome
value, raise my head and I sit in my chair, crossing his arms as he stared at the teacher, who continues to believe that we are talking about attending. Giro head slightly and I find Denia, which outlines a covert smile I return instantly. Next to Scott is typing on their mobile hiding under the table. I guess Gabriel is the recipient of the message.
-Perfect, this it. You know that tomorrow will fulfill the first time for all that you have been assigned. Miss Holmes, here's your report .- tertiary, ending his monologue and offering an envelope Denia, which rises to accept with a smile.
Initially many of them were involved in the punishment, but when the director wanted a list of all those involved, and all had solidarity. When they made that decision I thought it would be more than a few hours fun, now I'm not so sure.
"Miss Avens ... disobedience, running away from the excursion, escape the supervision of teachers and spend nights away from the group ... A good collection you have .- says Professor, handing me a smile of support .- Do not alter, we've all done something that young.
Turning back to his desk, picks up the envelope and it tends Dylan.
I do not know how many times I've seen here, Mr. Winchester. Always with the same punishment, but this time we have a new one. It is the first time that two students encourages those under the care of the school to escape during a night .- informs you, getting the whole group laugh.
So I smiled to hear him unconsciously look. Is somewhat pale and thin and, although it is smiling at the teacher, there is something in your eyes I'm not convinced. Although ours is over, the changes that got to do it are still present, no coldness in his eyes. Perfect, I prepared a lovely guy to the next girl you are.
the next second, catches me watching him and under the gaze embarrassed and quickly. These months are going to be awfully hard. Gradually
Mathews gets rid of all the envelopes and leans against his writing, looking with a hint of curiosity in the face.
"For now this is all, see you tomorrow .- is fired just as the bell rings and we all got up running to our seats.
quickly pick up and leave my wallet the hall, seeing interrupted when I prepare to run. To a meal with me Dana and Victoria is appealing.
"Wait, Nora. Can we talk? - After Dylan, who has remained by the door, still holding on and have discussions with their expressionless eyes, go by all. Denia away dedicating a knowing look that lets me see who knows nothing of what happened, Scott does the same with Taylor and Lydia meets with Dana and Victoria, we were waiting outside the hall.
not want to spend a long time, I will not be seen with him.
- A case is something to say? "I whisper, releasing my arm from his hand.
"Please give me ten minutes. Then you can hate me .- I beg. After it appears
Ethan, who is still waiting to tell you something.
- Is something wrong? - Is interested in becoming the innocent.
I'm thinking a few seconds. I want to go, I do not have to deal with this. But a glance at Dylan tells me I can not resist. I keep wanting to behave badly with me.
"No, do not worry.
"Okay, see you in the cafeteria .- goodbye, taking with them hand Adriana.
Just when I think I'll be able to speak and the ten minutes he asked me begin to count, Dana comes over with a smile insustancial en la cara, colocándose muy cerca de Dylan.
-¿Vamos a comer, Nora?-me pregunta con voz dulce.- ¡Oh, hola, Dylan!
-Id vosotras, os busco luego.
-Yo voy a comer… ya sabes.- me informa Lydia con las mejillas ruborizadas.
-Te buscaré.- le prometo.
-Yo…- interrumpe Dylan, algo cortado por la situación.- había pensado que podíamos comer juntos.
Arqueo una ceja sin terminar de creérmelo. ¿Para cuanto cree que dan diez minutos?
Dana se queda boquiabierta, a la espera de que rechace la invitación. Pero no puedo negarme el gusto de dejarla sin palabras.
-Está bien, then we will see in the afternoon class. Bye.
- Have fun! - Lydia yells at me before moving away.
Taking the initiative, I move away from Dana and Victoria to go to my locker. Dylan follows me without a word, playing with the handles of her bag. I stand next to the box and hope to begin talking. "Sorry
said after grabbing air .- .- I do not deserve your forgiveness, I know. But do not know ...
"Right. I do not know anything because I have not received a damn angry message .- I interrupt, putting the key lock to open it at once.
Something inside falls and lands on me. I hasten to catch it before it hits the ground, frowning at the sight. The bouquet of red roses leaves me speechless. Since then I have not put it there.
"I know that does not help much, but ... the way I apologize. And ask you this will not stop until I apologize.
Sigh, arreglándomelas to put my books in the locker and close it again with the flowers in my lap. The scent of flowers all around us. I can not deny it: I love but had to force my lock to put them inside.
- Why Dylan? How hard is to send a message?
"I wanted to. But I'm dumb, you know. I got scared and ... also spent many hours at a conscious as hesitate long to send a message or not .- I said, frustrated with himself .- I wrote dozens, but I dared not send.
I stared at him without understanding. You really can be so stupid?
"Let me see your phone .- ordered him, extending his hand.
without a second thought, take it out of his jeans pocket and handed it to me. Hardly get to hold the branch and go to the draft of their text messages. There are exactly fifty-eight messages with my number and address. I can not believe ...
"You idiot.
"I know. Click
Without hesitation until I get to send the first one. I feel the vibration My phone in my pants pocket.
"You've sent the first. Are you a hard time sending the other fifty-seven?
Dylan picks up his phone with slight disbelief, shaking his head.
should not forgive him, should make him pay for all these days without news ... but I can not. We come back to have here, asking for forgiveness, insecure, giving me flowers ... What I can do? Rejected? I will never forgive him. He's my boy, I had no other or I will.
-still have the wounds ... - whispers, raising his trembling hand to caress the small scar remains on my forehead.
I do not think that will ever go, I have them all over the body .- mumbled, putting the backpack also at the box office, and finally closed with the padlock.
burlesque
A smile on her face in utter that phrase. Is here the same as always.
"Oh, come, let your witty commentary .- will challenge, positioning in front of him.
"No, for once you get rid .- yields, approaching me without saying anything more. I'm about to speak when he decides to speak .- I can kiss you?
The question catches me off guard and I smile, trying to take advantage of the situation.
- Since when Dylan Winchester ask permission for something like that? "Since
has fallen for the girl with the pigtails .- responds without a second thought, leaning over me.
I blush so much for what it says it just me stop to think where we stand in one of the corridors of the institute with more than ten pairs of eyes on us.
"So I'm still the girl with the pigtails ... - loose without much thought.
"No, you're my girl and pigtails .- whispers against my lips before finally kissing, hugging regardless crush the flowers.
Saving a little common sense despite the situation, I link my arms around his neck, putting to save the industry. To my ears get some exclamation and the sound of a nervous laugh, but I do not know. I've been dreaming of this moment since he was let go in the season and now returns to be with me. And although I will pay for all these days of uncertainty, now needs to feel to me.
Several minutes later, Dylan is separated, supporting his forehead to mine while trying to catch his breath. The bell indicating the start of the meal sounds far away, in another distant place that we find ourselves.
"I've missed quietly acknowledged .- .- And I have to stop wanting to go through bumps and just be together ..." Hopefully
this time do not do stupid again .- river, turning away and taking his hand .- Let's eat with others, please.
-Your wish is my command ...
"It's good to be back in high school. The ringing, people running, couples should go to a motel, duties ... - I hear the voice of Taylor passing by without recognizing us. Instantly know what's going to do Dylan and I go to press with it, dying of shame.
"If I pay you the motel, I took happy .- replies, laughing while hugging me.
sideways I can see how Taylor and his passenger, Scott, are turned towards us speechless, analyzing the scene for a couple of seconds before believing it.
- Dylan, "asks Taylor.
- Nora? "Added the blond boy, who has an unreadable expression on her face .- What ...? Oh my God. What is this?
- Is the day of the innocent? "Is interested in the other, turning to all sides in the hope of finding a camera .- No, wait. Why it hit you Ethan?
-Chico
ready .- commented in response, advancing to Dylan that he planned to make a wry comment that could have spoiled the moment .- Have you come to eat with others in the cafeteria? Lydia was you looking.
"Yes, it went, but ...
Shaking her head to see it still standing, Dylan took a hand and I head downstairs. I do not want further explanation, I do not want discussions. I want to be happy right now and be forever. Although I am well aware that the gossip about us are going to be hanging around until the summer Evansville.
Obedient, Scott Taylor and we are a few feet back, in amazement and exchanging a few words from time to time. Until the second seems to have forgotten Gabriel, for he has saved the phone.
I enter the room ignoring the prying eyes and hold your hand. Contact hot skin against mine and I calm her courage to face all this.
- Nora? - Someone whispers behind my back.
"Oh, hello again, Dana .- greeted her with a triumphant smile .- Is something wrong?
- How could you? We were friends .- growls, pointing with his eyes while our hands clasped fun Dylan chuckles softly.
"Oh, you were what? - Lydia intervenes, grabbing the arm of Taylor with a childish smile on his face .- It is that, sorry, but when you said that Nora was a vulgar to which it seemed you could not bear ... that no.
aback, the girl turns to her. Makeup face has lost its color.
- What's this all about?
"Nothing, we go to eat. Adiós .- statement Dylan, turning around and pulling me to get away from them .- Your brother is already in the queue.
"Thanks .- I say, placed there in the queue.
- Have you forgiven him? - Ethan interrupts, looking with suspicion.
"Do not put that tone of voice and cheer for them .- Adriana rebukes him, giving him a blow on the shoulder.
I smile as a thank you and come back to lean against Dylan. Food matters little to me, all I wish is that once you finish school and have an afternoon ahead whole to be with them. With him.
The nightmare is over, now I know it's true. Normally the fantastic stories end with the first and moving the two lovers kiss. I am of those who believe the story is not over until you can not see every one of its players with its paradoxes clarified.
Now I can just look around and see a new and unknown world that I'm dying to explore. The police may harass Ethan, that the "disappearance" of my father is another problem added to that I hate Dana, but no matter.
Because one day, an eternity ago, I got the feeling that everything would change. That my life would not be in any way alike.
And now I know I was right. Nora
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Cruising Spots Mumbai
Chapter Thirteen: When my Guitar Gently Weeps Part your man
Day 20, 08:54
The days pass too quickly and with each year that I am I have the feeling that I take less. I have many things to do, so eager to meet ... I end up forgetting to live. If you ask me now what you've done the last three days I could not answer you.
I know I've been with Ethan, I have studied and fulfilled my duties, with Lydia laughed and spent hours and hours with Dylan. But nothing has been enough. I can not believe that now they are going to go for both time and I have to go back to class, pretending that nothing has happened when my life has turned hundred eighty degrees.
I have a lump in my throat, I do not speak for fear of being me to tears. Adriana, Taylor, Lydia, Dylan and many others are here with their bags, waiting for the train leaves for the capital and to end his nightmare. If something is that I have to thank my brother stays with me.
not want to stop being what it is, at least not for now, and since no one can spread the disease does not have to travel to the city, leaving me alone with Mary. Though I lose my best friend and Dylan, he will continue here.
Knowing that I use these minutes to say goodbye to them, I go to Lydia, who immediately launched to embrace me. As much as it goes with your boyfriend know that it is costing to leave Evansville.
"I'm going to miss .- .- I said without separating and messages to call me every day. Anything that makes these weeks did not seem so long.
"Do not worry, I will. Be good .- kidding, trying not to sound sad.
South Station is filled with family and infected, lab officials and friends who come to say goodbye to their loved ones. I've never been so melancholy a place such as this in this time.
- you really be okay? With Dana and Victoria, I mean.
"I will continue with the show, wait till you come back to ... I dunno, put an end to asunto." I reply, trying to reassure .- Go quiet.
She is separated from me and gives me another smile. The pain has disappeared from her green eyes and once again the girl ever, although since his first transformation is more insecure. I hope to bring healing back to Lydia always.
smile back, I turn to Taylor and give him another hug.
-Take care of him and take care .- I ask.
-not be a problem. The same I say.
With nothing more to say, I turn to look at Ethan. Adriana is embracing him. I have not seen any of the two sad these days, so I wonder now possible to glimpse how they feel. Two weeks apart. It's too hard.
Without shedding a single tear, break up and she turns towards me, ready to say goodbye to me too. We have not talked much, the days have been too stressful and that he might strike up a friendship with her, but I am grateful for the way in which we supported Dylan to me when we need it. Hopefully I can understand it better when you return.
"See you in two weeks, says Nora .-, blending into another hug more.
I have given many in these minutes that I'm starting to receive them and give them automatically, without stopping to think about what I do.
"Thanks for everything.
"I'm not the des. I just did what I thought was right .- responds, shrugging .- Have you fired it?
I shake my head. I tend to make it as difficult for the final and this time there has been no exception. While he has been saying goodbye to those who stay until it has been anyone else I have done the same with those who leave. I can not further delay the time if I want to go without exchanging a single word.
"Do not waste your time, entertain others lest you disturb .- says Ethan, surprised by her desire to help.
a smile of thanks, me to stray away from both the group and meet with Dylan, who is waiting for me against the wall. If it was not because I have learned to analyze their movements accurately, I would not dare to approach him. Apparently once again the bad guy as always ... if not for the brightness of his dark eyes wistful.
Seeing me, gets up and runs the meters that separate us to a stop before me. To looking down at me straight in the eye.
-Time .- whispers.
"Yes ... - before I realize there is already a tear rolling down my cheek. Ducked his head so he can not see it.
"No, Nora, please, promised not to make it more difficult .- reminds me, raising his hand to dry my skin .- Not so long will soon be here again ...
I do not care who is here again . I do not want it to go away and leave me alone, it matters if it's two days or two weeks. Noting that his words are not able to comfort me in his embrace, whispering soothing to the ear.
-Write, please .- I beg you, and leaving me with tears.
-Lo will, I promise. But you must promise me that you are going to class, go out with friends and you spend it well. Okay? I will not go unless you promise me.
seat slightly. The station clock at nine o'clock mark. The train has to start
I love you, little .- I said before placing a little kiss on my lips.
"I love you .- I reply, barely turning away from him to join the others appearing normal.
would give everything I have to be infected and to go with him.
Not wanting to look back, collect your luggage and get on the train car, devoting a final look before disappearing. Ethan with his arm around me, trying to encourage me. I just want to go home.
With a whistle, the train starts slowly, accelerating from the second the second van. Lydia see leaning saying goodbye and I strive to answer it.
say that people do not appreciate what they have until they lose. It is my case. A group of key people in my life. Before it began the trip was made by Lydia, Dana, Victoria and Ethan. Now it is a meaningless jumble of names and I can only feel that two important people are leaving.
may be making a drama of it all, but after all I've lived these days feel the urgent need to find a new stability.
And even going to take two weeks to arrive.
Day 20, 08:54
The days pass too quickly and with each year that I am I have the feeling that I take less. I have many things to do, so eager to meet ... I end up forgetting to live. If you ask me now what you've done the last three days I could not answer you.
I know I've been with Ethan, I have studied and fulfilled my duties, with Lydia laughed and spent hours and hours with Dylan. But nothing has been enough. I can not believe that now they are going to go for both time and I have to go back to class, pretending that nothing has happened when my life has turned hundred eighty degrees.
I have a lump in my throat, I do not speak for fear of being me to tears. Adriana, Taylor, Lydia, Dylan and many others are here with their bags, waiting for the train leaves for the capital and to end his nightmare. If something is that I have to thank my brother stays with me.
not want to stop being what it is, at least not for now, and since no one can spread the disease does not have to travel to the city, leaving me alone with Mary. Though I lose my best friend and Dylan, he will continue here.
Knowing that I use these minutes to say goodbye to them, I go to Lydia, who immediately launched to embrace me. As much as it goes with your boyfriend know that it is costing to leave Evansville.
"I'm going to miss .- .- I said without separating and messages to call me every day. Anything that makes these weeks did not seem so long.
"Do not worry, I will. Be good .- kidding, trying not to sound sad.
South Station is filled with family and infected, lab officials and friends who come to say goodbye to their loved ones. I've never been so melancholy a place such as this in this time.
- you really be okay? With Dana and Victoria, I mean.
"I will continue with the show, wait till you come back to ... I dunno, put an end to asunto." I reply, trying to reassure .- Go quiet.
She is separated from me and gives me another smile. The pain has disappeared from her green eyes and once again the girl ever, although since his first transformation is more insecure. I hope to bring healing back to Lydia always.
smile back, I turn to Taylor and give him another hug.
-Take care of him and take care .- I ask.
-not be a problem. The same I say.
With nothing more to say, I turn to look at Ethan. Adriana is embracing him. I have not seen any of the two sad these days, so I wonder now possible to glimpse how they feel. Two weeks apart. It's too hard.
Without shedding a single tear, break up and she turns towards me, ready to say goodbye to me too. We have not talked much, the days have been too stressful and that he might strike up a friendship with her, but I am grateful for the way in which we supported Dylan to me when we need it. Hopefully I can understand it better when you return.
"See you in two weeks, says Nora .-, blending into another hug more.
I have given many in these minutes that I'm starting to receive them and give them automatically, without stopping to think about what I do.
"Thanks for everything.
"I'm not the des. I just did what I thought was right .- responds, shrugging .- Have you fired it?
I shake my head. I tend to make it as difficult for the final and this time there has been no exception. While he has been saying goodbye to those who stay until it has been anyone else I have done the same with those who leave. I can not further delay the time if I want to go without exchanging a single word.
"Do not waste your time, entertain others lest you disturb .- says Ethan, surprised by her desire to help.
a smile of thanks, me to stray away from both the group and meet with Dylan, who is waiting for me against the wall. If it was not because I have learned to analyze their movements accurately, I would not dare to approach him. Apparently once again the bad guy as always ... if not for the brightness of his dark eyes wistful.
Seeing me, gets up and runs the meters that separate us to a stop before me. To looking down at me straight in the eye.
-Time .- whispers.
"Yes ... - before I realize there is already a tear rolling down my cheek. Ducked his head so he can not see it.
"No, Nora, please, promised not to make it more difficult .- reminds me, raising his hand to dry my skin .- Not so long will soon be here again ...
I do not care who is here again . I do not want it to go away and leave me alone, it matters if it's two days or two weeks. Noting that his words are not able to comfort me in his embrace, whispering soothing to the ear.
-Write, please .- I beg you, and leaving me with tears.
-Lo will, I promise. But you must promise me that you are going to class, go out with friends and you spend it well. Okay? I will not go unless you promise me.
seat slightly. The station clock at nine o'clock mark. The train has to start
I love you, little .- I said before placing a little kiss on my lips.
"I love you .- I reply, barely turning away from him to join the others appearing normal.
would give everything I have to be infected and to go with him.
Not wanting to look back, collect your luggage and get on the train car, devoting a final look before disappearing. Ethan with his arm around me, trying to encourage me. I just want to go home.
With a whistle, the train starts slowly, accelerating from the second the second van. Lydia see leaning saying goodbye and I strive to answer it.
say that people do not appreciate what they have until they lose. It is my case. A group of key people in my life. Before it began the trip was made by Lydia, Dana, Victoria and Ethan. Now it is a meaningless jumble of names and I can only feel that two important people are leaving.
may be making a drama of it all, but after all I've lived these days feel the urgent need to find a new stability.
And even going to take two weeks to arrive.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Small Petite Denali Jacket
Chapter Thirteen "While My Guitar Gently Weeps" Ethan
Day 17, 11:43
hours have passed and, frankly, I'm seeing everything as black as yesterday. It's like a nightmare. Everyone is disappointed or angry with me, but I can not avoid continuing to my guns. Okay, maybe I should not have Dylan and I hit something ... hard to Nora, but I have my reasons. Nobody saw what I witnessed, they did not have lied.
Worst of all is that while I was idiot who had no clue, Denia knew, Lydia, too ... How many more?
And the height of the whole thing now is that Adriana has punished me. It is absurd to do so as if he were his son, but I dare not disobey. People walk past me without looking, including their own Nora or Dylan. Though I suppose it is normal to do, I'm in your apartment.
Bored and angry, I sit on the kitchen floor where I have been detained and start playing with my phone, praying that I can not run out of battery. I try to stay away from reality by jumping into a small animal in green across platforms. More absurd is the game I seen in my life, but it relaxes me.
Someone sits next to me, making me confused and fall into the void. A giant "Game Over" appears on the screen. I turn off the phone.
-I should not have come to you after all, but here I am. Think about it before you start saying stupid things. I want to make, do not want to be like you .- says Nora staring straight ahead, hugging his knees with his skinny arms.
watch her face slowly. As much as I try not get to see the girl why she had taken before she was found in the arms of Dylan. It's another person, completely different from my little sister. According
.-
-yield, swallowing saliva.
"I begin I .- undecided, supports the chin to the knees and close your eyes .- If somehow could have foreseen this, I swear I would have told you, Ethan. Because I've gone terribly wrong. This is unknown to me and which arose Dylan has hurt and angered me equally.
- How is it possible? "I ask without being able to contain. Nora
sighs and turns his head toward me, to me with his sad gray eyes.
I do not know. Happened when Samuel was shot and sent us to this apartment. Discuss, speak and ... I do not know what happened. Denia caught us and therefore learned de lo que “sucedía” entre nosotros.- empieza a recordar.- Dylan me hizo creer que todo había sido un juego para que me olvidase de él y demás… Fueron unos días horribles. Me daba miedo decírtelo a ti, no tenía nadie con quien desahogarme…
-Pero algo ha pasado para que viese lo de ayer.- la corto con sequedad.
-Celos. Creo que eso fue lo que le hizo reaccionar, eso y que estuviese a punto de morir en el bosque.- contesta sin molestarse por mis modales.- No llevamos meses engañándote, ni siquiera semanas, Ethan.
Cierro los ojos para meditar lo que voy a decirle. Es difícil expresar con palabras una idea tan abstracta que se encuentra en mi interior. Vale, I do not like my best friend is my sister, but you already know it and no need to repeat it. That's not what I want to explain.
-aside ... disgusting and unbearable it seems to me that you may be just the two of you together, there is another thing that worries me .- start slowly, looking for the right words to not get me wrong. Wrinkle your nose a bit to hear the words that I attribute to their relationship, but refrains from further comment .- What most disturbs me is that you're sixteen. And I know you're going to say that this is the age I was when I started with Adriana, but there is a big difference between us, Nora. I was always far from lo que mamá y papá querían que fuesen, era mucho más maduro y sabía más. No estoy diciendo que tú no sepas lo tuyo, porque sé que no es así, pero… Eres una niña aún y tengo miedo de que quieras acabar con tu “infancia”, por decirlo de alguna manera, demasiado rápido. Ayer os vi, no debí hacerlo y siento haber invadido tu intimidad, pero lo hice. No te voy a decir que no le abraces, que no le beses, pero…
-Ethan.- me interrumpe, completamente ruborizada.- Sé dónde está el límite. Hay cosas que yo no quiero hacer aún, sé que no estoy preparada. Y créeme, Dylan también lo sabe. No tienes que preocuparte por ello. Tal probably still is, in part, that "girl" who always talk, but I'm smart and will not make such a stupid mistake.
We were silent for a while, each looking at a kitchen corner and lost in our own thoughts. I can not get angry with her, need her by my side. I love her too much and, basically, I can not ignore the fact that since you're happy he's the person I always wanted to be.
But what if they end badly? What if the wound Dylan? What will I do then? There should be a manual for these situations.
"Sorry. What I said yesterday, was ... I was angry, not pondered .- I apologize.
"And I regret having stuck .- whispers, devoting a shy smile .- Will we be friends?
Friends. What two brothers in this world can claim to be friends? I can not deny your peace offering.
.- "Of course I laugh, pulling it toward me to hug her. "Even
flee from them, I love your bear hugs .- recognize, respond with all their strength .- I do not want to be unending.
"They will not always have me here to drown. Laughing
deviates a bit and looks at me straight in the eye. Going to ask me something, I know at the time in which to start get serious to speak.
"Now you have only one thing.
- What?
-fix things with it .- murmurs.
-No .- refusal stems from my lips without even thinking it is a possibility that I can not even meditate.
-Ethan, please I beg .- .- It is your best friend. Any idea how I'll feel if you break your friendship for me? He needs you, you like him. Do not be stupid. If I've forgiven me, you can do the same with Dylan.
- What do you care?
"Very, I" da "a lot. I'll call you, speak. Fix even for me. Although I assure you he does not .- want this replica is dismissed without support, rising to get away from me.
does not make sense that after spending my whole life trying to be reconciled that they were now Nora is the need to mediate between us.
I turn my attention to my mobile waiting for Dylan to come. What am I supposed I have to say to him? Neither in the most remote of the cases I apologize for the punch. He had sought.
A figure stands in front of me, leaning against the counter with no intention of bending over so that we are at the same height. Continued to play while waiting for me to say something.
"I do not want this .- released almost immediately .- If I could do anything for this has not happened with your sister, I would. Sorry.
"I'm tired of hearing those two words. Much "feel", but then you've done is abuse my trust. She is my sister, uncle! If I left it in your hands, not the other was because I trusted you. Dylan
lowers his head, rubbing his temples with his hands before sitting back.
-Ethan, I've asked forgiveness and know that it is not in my nature. You will not get your sister or let things return to be it before throwing the fight. So, why do not we? I'm surprised
the coolness with which this release. Not that I'm used to dealing.
- What do you suggest we do? - He asked ironically. "That
make peace by Nora and dissimulation. In a few weeks thou shalt to the idea that you love and forgive, we will be "friends."
-La you .- I say, stunned by his words.
The truth is that it is the first time that I stop to think about the "feelings" that are home to each other. I have never raised the possibility that Dylan wants someone other than himself. But if Nora is because she has really gotten out of his shell and you open your heart to someone.
-not jeopardize the stability of my life for it if it did .- replied with sincerity.
And I know he's being sincere. I know enough to know that is true.
whispered "I know .- .- All right, let's do that.
I really want to make peace with him, very bad friend who has always been, I've gotten used to dirty looks and comments.
I need you by my side, Nora is right. Nora
Saturday, December 18, 2010
How To Congratulate A Baby Christening
Day 16, 18:00
I wipe the tears before going into my bathroom to find myself with how Denia is taking away the blood from the face to Dylan.
-The nose is not broken .- says the girl, throwing a piece of red-stained cotton trash .- It's just bruising, with a little ice will happen soon. I'll get it .- me decide to stop at the door .- Sorry, guys. I did not think it was to find you and ... I'm sorry.
"It's not your fault .- I say, forcing a smile when they really want is to mourn for all that Ethan told me .- You've done a lot for us. Thanks, Denia.
"I'm not the bear .- says before leaving.
Close the door of the room behind her, giving us a bit more privacy.
"Do not cry, Nora .- Dylan asked me not knowing why I am so .- It was not so bad ...
I shake my head, feeling that I can not help more. Without understanding what should my sentimentality, he rose from his stool and walks up to me to hug me, trying to ward off the cold of my body. There has been a good idea to go out only with the dress the garden. Itself has not been a good idea to leave the garden.
- Why are you crying?
"Because Ethan is an idiot .- barely manage to say, feeling like I'm drowning .- It was so stupid when I talked to him ...
- What did he say? "asks, moving away to look into my eyes and becoming more serious.
I do not want more fighting between them, I do not want to know about what I said and continue with the stupid fight.
"No answer .- .- Please, leave now. I never want to see you well. Dylan
sighs and then hug me, deciding to obey my request without offering further resistance.
-
has passed, Nora. Think well, now there is no hiding from your brother. No more lies.
I know is right in the background is good to spend these four days without hiding, but should not have happened that way. Ethan should not caught us, he deserved that one of the two will explain. Not that there's an excuse for what we have done, but at least ... I do not know, the truth is that I'm completely lost. I do not even feel strong enough to return to face him after what he told me.
- Are you sorry? - Suddenly released, causing me away from him.
- Really you're asking me seriously? - Murmured incredulously .- How am I going to regret this? Is a bump, yes, but that's it. It's over. Ethan ... we will accept it and continue.
Unable to look at him, I come back to the kit and start to save everything before you leave the bathroom to sit on my bed. I'm tired, too. I do not want to fight more against the people. I want no more disappointments, no injuries or shouting.
respecting my silence, Dylan sits next to me, taking my hand in his forward to clarify my thoughts and decides to make him share them. But I do not know what to say. Because I told you that I love him and thus all is said.
"Sorry, I'm acting like an idiot .- excuse me, spinning me to him so he could watch .- Does it hurt much?
-No. If I know that to be with you just going to have to go through this me had launched a long .- jokes, touching the tip of the fingers the bridge of the nose .- Your brother is not stronger than me.
"Do not defend yourself.
"I deserved the beatings. Returning it would have been more and disappoint him mad at you. And I would not have felt good about myself for having stuck to my best friend.
I smile in appreciation, removing the dancers and raise your legs to the bed to settle down against him, resting my head in the gap that remains between your neck and shoulder.
"It was a disaster .- sentenced later reluctantly.
-No. At least the beginning there has been .- contradict me, pressing against him .- The meeting was well and you're beautiful.
I blush at his comment, but burying his face hidden against his shirt.
The door opens before Dylan can laugh at my reaction. This time Denia is not alone, as Adriana is coming to us with a strange grin on his face. I feel the reflex to move, ashamed of my position, but Dylan prevents me. Perhaps he's right and be better if we get used to not keep it hidden.
"Here the ice. Avoid to swell even more .- explains the black-haired girl, holding an ice pack wrapped in a towel.
Thanks.
Ahead him, I take the ice and separated me to put it exactly in the most bruised.
"I'm very much what happened .- Adriana says when Dylan turns his head toward me, putting it easier to apply the cold on the nose.
"It was you, do not have to worry about .- I answer without understanding it.
She looks at us both for a second before answering, a smile that reminds me of a mother to a girl her age. "When you bear
time together you will realize that you become responsible for what the other is what happens when you join a lot to someone else. It's good, but sometimes so ... embarrassing as what happened today .- says with a sigh.
- Where is Ethan? Denia asks to see that no one has anything else to say.
refocused on my work as a nurse while they talk. My eyes meet those of Dylan for a moment and her lips curved into a smile. Everything is so different ...
"It's in the room, but ordered him to shut himself in his bedroom and not go out until tomorrow. Soon obey .- .- Adriana responds with anger is still in the body, reflect and realize that ... it was a freak.
I do not think we will forgive .- I say, keeping the ice in place .- At the bottom it has reason to be upset.
"Yes, it is. But no reason to try to beat up his friend and say what you said.
- once I can know what did he say? "Intervenes Dylan, away from the ice to talk.
"Never mind, okay? There, I let it without thinking, so I'll forget. "He silenced
well with that blow, I'll have to learn from you .- Adriana laughs, relaxing environment instantly.
there anything in your laughter, the quiet way of speaking that is that I like. There is an exuberant girl, not surprising at first sight, but I understand why my brother have chosen. She is the reflective of the couple ... I'm surprised they have lasted so taking into account the very stupid and unaware that Ethan can be sometimes.
This thought provokes in me a flicker of hope. As different as Dylan and I are, however much we discuss ... Why do not we get something like Ethan and Adriana? It would be unfair, rather silly to think that we are incapable.
- hit your brother? "Repeats Dylan stunned.
I laugh at her incredulously, forcing him to get back on the ice.
"Yes, but I'm not proud of it.
follow-Other not knowing ... this, right? wants to know Denia, interrupting and pointing to pronounce the word "this."
-that I know, Ethan said nothing to explain his behavior.
- What are you going to continue keeping it a secret?
Silence. Neither know, I know we will show opponents. He and I want to do something opposite. But as yet I know not what they want and, therefore, no matter what I say discussion because Dylan does not seem convinced, I shrug. "We thought
wait until they returned to the weeks of therapy in the city quickly summarize .- .- What better that we comply with the deadline and give you further four days to Ethan to go getting the idea.
"Until we need to assimilate .- adds irony in it .- unknown'd better get going to my house ... I guess I will speak.
"No, but I'll give you a good shower and sleep.
- Already? It is six.
"I know, but I want this day is over now .- I say emphatically, sitting up .- You will stay?
"No, I'm going with my parents, I have to explain everything ... and not going to be easy .- Adriana apologizes.
"Same here. Gabriel will help me before leaving their travel, I'd better not make you wait. We'll see tomorrow.
"Perfect. .- I wish you good luck, accompanying them to the second-floor landing. I dare not go down to the ground and running into Ethan.
Thanks.
With one last smile, the two girls start to go down the stairs, ready to collect their coats and leave him.
- Do you want me to stay until you go to sleep? "Is interested in Dylan, talking quietly to not listen to us.
"No, go and rest.
"I'll call tomorrow. Rest .- I asked, leaning over to give me a gentle kiss on the cheek .- I give more, but the nose is killing me.
Laughing
for his excuse, he pushed to start down the steps. Adriana
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Day 16, 18:00
I wipe the tears before going into my bathroom to find myself with how Denia is taking away the blood from the face to Dylan.
-The nose is not broken .- says the girl, throwing a piece of red-stained cotton trash .- It's just bruising, with a little ice will happen soon. I'll get it .- me decide to stop at the door .- Sorry, guys. I did not think it was to find you and ... I'm sorry.
"It's not your fault .- I say, forcing a smile when they really want is to mourn for all that Ethan told me .- You've done a lot for us. Thanks, Denia.
"I'm not the bear .- says before leaving.
Close the door of the room behind her, giving us a bit more privacy.
"Do not cry, I asked Nora .- Dylan without know why I'm so .- It was not so bad ...
I shake my head, feeling that I can not help more. Without understanding what should my sentimentality, he rose from his stool and walks up to me to hug me, trying to ward off the cold of my body. There has been a good idea to go out only with the dress the garden. Itself has not been a good idea to leave the garden.
- Why are you crying?
"Because Ethan is an idiot .- barely manage to say, feeling like I'm drowning .- It was so stupid when I talked to him ...
- What did you say?" She asks, moving away to look me in the eyes and becoming more serious.
I do not want more fighting between them, I do not want to know about what I said and continue with the stupid fight.
"No answer .- .- Please, leave now. I never want to see you well. Dylan
sighs and then hug me, deciding to obey my request without offering further resistance.
-
has passed, Nora. Think well, now there is no hiding from your brother. No more lies.
I know is right in the background is good to spend these four days without hiding, but should not have happened that way. Ethan should not caught us, he deserved that one of the two will explain. Not that there's excuse for what we have done, but at least ... I do not know, the truth is that I'm completely lost. I do not even feel strong enough to return to face him after what he told me.
- Are you sorry? - Suddenly released, causing me away from him.
- Really you're asking me seriously? - Murmured incredulously .- How am I going to regret this? Is a bump, yes, but that's it. It's over. Ethan ... we will accept it and continue.
Unable to look at him, I go back to the kit and start to save everything before you leave the bathroom to sit on my bed. I'm tired, too. I do not want to fight more against people. I want no more disappointments, no injuries or shouting.
respecting my silence, Dylan sits next to me, taking my hand in his forward to clarify my thoughts and decides to make him share them. But I do not know what to say. Because I told you that I love him and thus all is said.
"Sorry, I'm acting like an idiot .- excuse me, spinning me to him so he could watch .- Does it hurt much?
-No. If I know that to be with you just going to have to go through this long I would have thrown .- jokes, touching the tip of the fingers the bridge of the nose .- Your brother is not stronger than me. "Do not
defended.
"I deserved the beatings. Returning it would have been more and disappoint him mad at you. And I would not have felt good about myself for having stuck to my best friend.
I smile in appreciation, removing the dancers and raise your legs to the bed to settle down against him, resting my head in the gap that remains between your neck and shoulder.
"It was a disaster .- sentenced later reluctantly.
-No. At least the beginning there has been .- contradict me, pressing against him .- The meeting was good and you're beautiful.
I blush at his comment, but burying his face hidden against his shirt.
The door opens before Dylan can laugh at my reaction. This time Denia is not alone, as Adriana is coming to us with a strange grin on his face. I feel the reflex to move, ashamed of my position, but Dylan prevents me. Perhaps he's right and be better if we get used to not keep it hidden.
"Here the ice. Avoid to swell even more .- explains the black-haired girl, holding an ice pack wrapped in a towel.
Thanks.
forward to it, I take the ice and separated me to put it exactly in the most bruised.
"I'm very much what passed .- Adriana says when Dylan turns his head toward me, putting it easier to apply the cold on the nose.
"It was you, do not have to worry about .- I answer without understanding it.
She looks at us both for a second before answering, a smile that reminds me of a mother to a girl her age. "When you bear
time together you will realize that you become responsible for what the other is what happens when you join a lot to someone else. It's good, but sometimes so ... embarrassing as what happened today .- says with a sigh.
- Where is Ethan? Denia asks to see no one has anything else to say.
refocused on my work as a nurse while they talk. My eyes meet those of Dylan for a moment and her lips curved into a smile. Everything is so different ...
"It's in the room, but ordered him to shut himself in his bedroom and not go out until tomorrow. Soon obey .- .- Adriana responds with anger is still in the body, reflect and realize that ... it was a freak.
I do not think we will forgive .- I say, keeping the ice in place .- The fund has reason to be upset.
"Yes, it is. But no reason to try to beat up his friend and say what you said.
- once I can know what did he say? "Intervenes Dylan, away from the ice to talk.
"Never mind, okay? There, I let it without thinking, so I'll forget. "He silenced
well with that blow, I'll have to learn from you .- Adriana laughs, relaxing environment instantly.
there anything in your laughter, the quiet way of speaking that is that I like. There is an exuberant girl, not surprising at first sight, but I understand why my brother has chosen. She is the reflective of the couple ... I'm surprised they have lasted so taking into account the very stupid and unconscious that can be Ethan at times.
This thought provokes in me a flicker of hope. As different as Dylan and I are, however much we discuss ... Why do not we get something like Ethan and Adriana? It would be unfair, rather silly to think that we are incapable.
- hit your brother? "Repeats Dylan stunned.
I laugh at her incredulously, forcing him to get back on the ice.
"Yes, but I'm not proud of it.
-Other still do not know ... this, right? Wants to know Denia, interrupting and pointing to pronounce the word "this."
-that I know, Ethan said nothing to explain his behavior.
- What are you going to continue keeping it a secret?
Silence. Neither know, I know we will show opponents. He and I want to do something opposite. But as yet I know not what they want and, therefore, no matter what I say discussion because Dylan does not seem convinced, I shrug. "We thought
wait until they returned to the weeks of therapy in the city quickly .- Summary .- The best thing is that we comply with the deadline and give you further four days to Ethan to go getting the idea .
"Until we need assimilate .- adds irony in it .- unknown'd better get going to my house ... I guess I will speak.
"No, but I'll give you a good shower and sleep.
- Already? It is six.
"I know, but I want this day is over now .- I say emphatically, sitting up .- You will stay?
"No, I'm going with my parents, I have to explain everything ... and not going to be easy .- Adriana apologizes.
"Same here. Gabriel will help me on a journey before so I'd better not make him wait. We'll see tomorrow.
"Perfect. .- I wish you good luck, accompanying them to the second-floor landing. I dare not go down to the ground and running into Ethan.
Thanks.
With one last smile, the two girls start to go down the stairs, ready to collect their coats and leave him.
- Do you want me to stay until you go to sleep? "Is interested in Dylan, talking quietly to not listen to us.
"No, go and rest.
"I'll call tomorrow. Rest .- I asked, leaning over to give me a gentle kiss on the cheek .- I give more, but the nose is killing me. Laughing
for your excuse, you push to start down the steps. Nora
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Best Drugstore Yellow Corrector
Day 16, 17:08
is rare to be home of Ethan. Relaxing, talking, laughing and trying to inconsequential issues. I do not know how long the last time we were all well, no problems involved. Although, of course ... now Nora and her friend are with us. Things have changed, we are not the same, but I know it's been a change for the better. Ethan
not stop talking, laughing. It has a twinkle in his eyes and every time I look and I see I am the happiest person on this planet. Because now everything is fine and can be together without ever having to fear for their parents.
Taylor ... I can not even recognize him. Shyness is gone from his face, now illuminated every time you turn your head and see which has the spontaneous blonde girl next to him. Somehow his puzzle is solved, can be himself.
With Scott'm more than elated. I see him sitting there talking to Gabriel, her clasped hands naturally and I feel calm for him because now he has found his way. And he's happy.
But there is someone that I lack. I would say that Dylan is like the others, that has changed and why. But I have no idea what happened to him him. Appears to be in a parallel world, just listen to us and when he gets lost in the face draws the smile that is so absurd it. I'm not the only one who has noticed the change, but we all know that Dylan is better not to ask and wait for things to come to light. Denia
finally recovered his smile, seems to have completely forgotten the incident he had with Nora so long ago and returns to be herself. After two years surrounded by Ethan and his friends, I'm glad to have a friend with whom to discuss personal things.
Just when I look at Nora nail, it is reviewing its mobile. He smiles to himself and gets up, apologizing to Lydia with a "now get." Instead, I frown when I leave the house. Whither?
"Every day is more rare .- says Ethan, who has followed my gaze.
"We'll come to talk with her secret boyfriend .- kidding, trying to prevent panic.
At this time, Scott and Gabriel are also raised to go to the kitchen and Dylan does the same. I turn my eyes to Ethan with the intent to capture their attention.
- Why do you care so much to be seen with a guy?
"Not the act itself, Adriana. What happens is that I have the feeling that this is one of those infected. He has spent the fortnight with us, could not be any otro. "he said with frustration in his voice.
-Think of someone who has changed his attitude as Nora, I do not know. I really seems crazy that you say, but maybe if you focus on looking for someone who has shown unusual, you'll hit that mysterious boy .- suggest, shrugging his shoulders as I lean against him pending the end of thinking.
Absorbed in his thoughts, start playing with my curls, while our friends continue their conversation without being aware of our silence. Scott and Gabriel return with new soft drink bottles and take their places, however Dylan seems lost on the road. So besotted that is probably not be noticed.
"Not possible ... - Ethan mumbled, tightening and joining .- right back.
Without another word, leaves the room toward the door.
* * * Ethan
Day 16, 17:20
I go outside without worrying about the cold. Already completely dark and it takes a few seconds to get used to the dim light. But soon distinguish the two figures. Facing each other, near but not touching. Perhaps there is still a chance I'm wrong and not them, or they but are talking about something important that has little to do with their mood swings.
As I approached in silence, listening to their conversation while trying to avoid being seen, I think what happened this afternoon. The two in your room, Dylan fulfilling something I had not specifically asked that day ... How have I been so stupid? It all started the night in which I commanded them to stay together. Nora began to mourn and Dylan showed unfriendly.
Now both seem happy. Now they're both there. I distinguish first
Nora. Take this summery short dress and I've never seen before. Hair down and dancing. Under the moonlight is exuberant. Never before I've noticed how has grown, it is no longer the girl who always followed me. Is sixteen and noticeable.
Dylan in front of her. He smiles and whispers something I can not hear, but my sister laugh. There is a complicity between them strikes me. When have stopped hating and screaming to meet in secret? This makes no sense, I have to be going crazy.
"I'll have a fix then he .- said, getting serious .- You are right, I can not base my decision in a week. But it will be difficult, much, like you said.
"Think what will come after those semanas.-Nora suggests in a tone unusually low and flirtatious. It's weird seeing her like this, not my sister. It is a completely unknown girl.
"I can not stop thinking about it .- whispers Dylan, approached her and took her gently by the hand. Hardly
distance between them, their faces almost rub and I can not stop praying to not go over so that you do not. I can not believe that this has been happening behind me, two people of my confidence I have cheated in this way.
"Me neither.
However, it seems that luck is on my side and the inevitable happens. Dylan kisses. My best friend kisses to my sister. And the hugs like a girl either, as if they believed the right to be able to touch that. The kiss lasted so long that I have fear that they become more serious and walk away.
Anger boils in my veins, I have wanted to turn around and separate them and stick to what Dylan is doing. I turn once again to contemplate, but the second I regret it. We're getting the language into the esophagus as a minimum.
I go into the house and I turn to Scott. The poor had the bad luck to be the first to appear in my field of vision.
-Sal
out there and tell Dylan that between .- ordered him by letting him see my anger.
- What?
-Just do .- insist, trying not to pay he just saw.
Startled by my mood, opens the exit door without looking at me, please call Dylan shouted. I guess it's better for him to do so and save the sad and sickening to see the spectacle that is fitted out there.
- What happens? Adriana asks me, going without fear me. I guess she is the one now that can deal with me, the only one who knows how to treat.
Without wanting to talk about it now, mostly because the only thing I can think is insulting to my old best friend, I offer a look and start to walk through the entrance. Lost
, Gabriel and Scott choose to return to living with others. I stay alone with Adriana when the door opens again and Dylan appears.
He looks as if nothing had happened, bewildered by the fury that is in my eyes. Nora falls beside him, heading to the salon not realizing what will happen. I'll have a talk with her alone.
- What do you want? "He asks, raising his eyebrows expectantly.
- What were you doing out there with my sister? "I say softly, giving him one last chance to avail me honest.
fists clench.
"We're organizing something to help Scott with his trip to the capital to see Gabriel .- lie stems from her lips so easily that for a moment I'm willing to believe him.
course, if you believe you did not know that to address an issue and need not attempt to explore her hands under her dress for my sister and that their languages \u200b\u200bare.
Without putting up more, I give him a punch in the jaw, getting back a few steps without being able to dodge through the element of surprise.
- You're a shit, Dylan!-Cry, trying to go for it before Taylor came to me and stop me.
In less than ten seconds everyone in the lobby, watching the scene without knowing what to do.
- Damn! He trusted you! You are a fucking bastard!
My words seem to slip, as he looks at me without moving, one hand on his bleeding nose.
- Have you gone crazy or what? "He complains Scott.
"No, I deserve it .- Dylan responds, getting to annoy me even more.
Zafándome Taylor, who has dropped their guard now that I have ceased to stir, I lunged at him again, pulling to the ground. He barely manages to dodge my shots before Gabriel and Taylor parted again.
Without hesitating, Nora is the first to approach him, glancing wound that does not get affected. Denia joins her, trying to measure the wounds he has.
- Enough ya, Ethan! "she yells Adriana, losing patience and pushing against the lounge.
With three words, she gets more than appease the arms of my friends. I dare not avoid it to return to the attack.
- What kind of being clueless you become? - Ask me quietly, but getting me calm down and recover gradually to normal. Without waiting, he turned to the entrance to talk with others .- Denia, Dylan heals wounds. Where you have a kit, Nora?
"In my bathroom there is one.
Yes, up it wants to take back to your room. Have not had enough of this damned later? More furious than before, throw a punch against the wall, feeling the pain calms me down.
- Are you going to stop making a damn fool once or I'll have to go there and stick myself?! - Adriana tells me no more patience for putting up .- Okay, take it up. I think the party is over boys.
- Need help - Gabriel asked, looking askance.
"Oh, no, that idiot not me. Go to your homes, tomorrow everything will be fine.
- Sure? We can help clean up ... - Lydia whispered, leaning against because Taylor has not yet recovered his strength.
"Do not worry quite for nothing.
-But what happened? - This time it's Scott who is speaking. Denia
I see Dylan helps to get up and start climbing the stairs. Nora kept outside of my field of vision and quiet.
"That's what I can answer you no longer recognizes me .- Adriana.
"You'd better wait, then. Let them speak .- decides Gabriel, grabbing his jacket and Scott .- It was a pleasure ... until now, of course.
.- "Sorry this show she says in response, waiting for everyone to come out then close the door.
Before Adriana returns, Nora enters the room. There are tears in his gray eyes and hugs the body with strength, as if trying to protect something. I know he hates me and will hate me more because I'm not prepared to shut anything I think.
- How could you? "He asked in a voice broken by grief.
- How I could I? How the hell have you been you, Nora Avens?! - Replied, approaching her slowly .- always trusted you! Always! And in the end going to be that mom and dad were right! Or do you watch the clock or you become a ...! Nora
calla me a slap by the end of the sentence, leaving me speechless.
-No. Do not go. Do not go unless you want see in you dad, because you have almost succeeded. Congratulations, Ethan, has been his own reflection.
Not to mention more tears, I'm back and runs up the stairs, past the Adriana, who is looking at me with disappointment reflected in the face. He has no right at me and has not seen what I have had the "pleasure" to watch out there.
"I give you five minutes to give me a reason to explain why you behaved in this way .- informs me, sitting on a sofa.
- Nora and ...!
-No screaming .- cut me, raising his hand .- If you're going to be screaming and nonsense to say that ... you've dropped your sister, pick up and go home. I'm not here to support your children.
I know that's not going to agree to anything more, so take a deep breath and sit beside her.
"I went out there .- is easier to maintain control if they are short sentences express me .- And they were both. Nora and Dylan. He is damned mysterious boy.
- So? "Asks Adriana to realize that I'm done.
I look blankly. So? Is it necessary to add anything else?
"My best friend was kissing my sister. He's been doing that is you go from when under my permission. Because he left her alone because I trusted him. Adriana
looks at me expectantly, a little surprised by what I said.
- Is that why you have cast on Dylan and has insulted your little sister, to that which you love above all things and who may be frightened and disoriented by his new feelings for Dylan? - Is interested in talking quietly.
"I do not understand.
"Yes, you're right. I do not understand, Ethan. I recognize that may be shocking, it is rare to see them together after all that has been hated. But you should be happy because they have both got ... mutually satisfied. Should help them because this is new to them. They need you and you have given them a beating, one physical, the other psychological. I know you will not fall now in your error, so ... go to sleep. I hope tomorrow you come to their senses. Now I will go to see them, do not ever get close to her room. Lock yourself in your own.
do not answer, I just lie on a sofa and close my eyes. Is mad at me, disappointed. But I can not understand why. I am not that wrong, I have betrayed. Those two ... together? No way. Nora
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Littlest Pet Shopstopped Working
Day 16, 12:54
Third attempt to do homework. This time I refuse to fail.
The house is quiet, Mary has gone to work and Ethan must follow still celebrating the good news about the cures. The house is at my disposal and I think being a good girl and studying. Well, at my disposal and Dylan, who has managed to escape from the celebrations and stay with me.
I feel foolish for wasting a day alone with him at home doing exercises in trigonometry, but if I do not suspend. And if I fail I have to spend another year in Evansville while Dylan feels tied to the city for me.
I decided to be positive with us. That is why I have to be thinking that things will go wrong? I prefer to enjoy everyday, period. Although say this to our "relationship" is not it very exciting. After our confessions and going to the movies as much as we did was watch the movie in silence and then dismissed me with a kiss on the cheek unsafe.
And now ... he is lying in my bed, reading one of my books of poems, while I'm sitting on the floor with his back against the mattress. Took forty minutes trying to concentrate on a problem. It is a mission impossible.
- What cures you have? "Loose at once, trying to start a conversation. Almost
I can not hardly imagine taking off from the book at me.
I do not know.
- You do not know yet? You have four days to decide.
"If I take a fix will be absent for two weeks. I do not want to spend so much time there .- replica, making I noticed details that had not previously fallen .- If I can take the other back into one. But I will continue feeling the need to transform and live like a dog in the forest.
I have wanted to turn around and look at, but I control myself and I continue scribbling in my notebook, along with the formulas and numbers.
"Obviously you do not want to remain a wolf, Dylan. So take the final, it's stupid not to do it for a week or less .- blame him.
- Do not you mind? "Question seriously, not that it shows none of his feelings.
"Yes, I do care. Why have you two weeks off will be ... difficult, but what to do. Dylan
not respond, so I opted to return to my exercises, erasing previously the stupid hearts I've drawn. The mattress is moved to my back and I know that Dylan is changing position. Before you can turn around to see what he is doing, his head sticking out one of my shoulders.
- Need help? "Is concerned, looking at the stud that I've done on the blade.
"Maybe a little. You know some trigonometry?
"I'm in senior year is supposed to answer yes .-, removing the pencil from the hand to start writing fluently numbers one after another without pausing even to think or to use calculator .- only was this?
- Do you do it in five minutes and you even get cool that you like some? - Scolding him in amazement.
"It was easy.
"Well you have another ten years the same, are all yours .- I offer, giving him the photocopy where they are targeted.
"Fine, tomorrow I will bring them if I spend the afternoon today to me.
I raise my head until it rests on the edge of queer, taking Dylan's face on mine, leaning over with her arms resting on either side of my head.
- Is it blackmail?
"More like a deal that benefits us both.
-Caradura .- insult him with a smile that he takes me back.
.- "I know with certainty that we have been far from feeling with each other in these last hours, leans over and kisses me strangely on the lips, making me feel his nose against my chin position in which we .
contact is a simple, no big deal that only lasts a few seconds, but enough to get goose bumps and pulse rate. Without a word, Dylan returns to lie correctly on my bed, ready to go back to reading his book. Although I am not willing to afford.
Taking my notebook, I joined and I lay beside him, rubbing our shoulders. I have been asked to give my late and that I do. Dylan turns his head to look at me, just for that and smiled, but was intercepted before it returns to the poems and kiss him, feeling a chill through the body.
In two seconds, Dylan has captured my intentions and takes my notebook lap to throw the floor, standing over me with agility, avoiding having to carry their weight in no time. It's strange familiarity with our lips found again and again, the way my hands are determined to go his own torso while doing their thing with my body.
The same uncontrollable frenzy that took hold of us at home that night has become now more secure. Because we both know what the other wants and this time is not to interrupt Denia. To know where this will lead us, but we quickly slipped across the bed to completely stop lying. The book of poems falls to the ground next to a pillow, but no other noise disturbs us.
sura If this already is because I am not prepared to go further. For a second I feel overwhelmed at the possibility that Dylan wants more, but is it el primero que detiene la furia de sus besos, atrapa mis manos con las suyas para depositar un suave y delicado beso sobre ellas antes de hacerse a un lado y abrazarme contra sí. Es ahora cuando me doy cuenta de una cosa: estoy empezando a enamorarme de Dylan Winchester.
Ignorando ese pensamiento que acaba de llegar hasta mí, dejándome desorientada, él vuelve a besarme en el cuello, después en la mejilla y de nuevo en los labios. Esto es infinitamente más divertido que cualquier problema de matemáticas. Mis notas ya no me preocupan en lo más absoluto.
-Dímelo otra vez.- le pido en un susurro, con la voz entrecortada por mis intentos de coger aire.
Dylan me mira un momento. Sé que do not like that the biggest bump in our relationship is not Ethan or what anyone says, but his fear of expressing feelings. But I need to tell me now, to make me aware that this belief is slowly growing inside me is a two.
.- "Please I beg you.
He closes his eyes and presses his forehead to mine, taking his time before quench my need.
I love you, Nora .- whispered against my cheek.
"And I love you .- The answer came from my lips without me noticing, surprising.
Dylan covers me what to say, with an irresistible smile. I'm not going to go on pretending has to conquer.
You do not know what I like to hear that ...
Just when I think we will again get lost in the kiss, hear how the door opens and we separated from a jump.
- Nora? I brought a cake to celebrate it together! - Ethan cries from the entrance, which has had to pull the keys from the cabinet by the strange noise you hear.
- I'm in my room! - Cry, leaping out of bed and hurrying to put the clothes in place. I pray it is fixed in my cheeks flushed. Dylan
does the same and moves away to sit in the desk chair after the book of poems collected soil. No time for more, I leave my notebook on the bed and placed it Dylan's hair, getting a smile of appreciation on their part.
At the last second, get me into the bathroom and grab my toothbrush.
- What are you doing? "Wash your teeth? - Is interested, leaning out the door.
-Finish
lavármelos .- I lie, rinse the mouth and leaving the brush in place .- What is the cake?
In innocence, Ethan smiles and shows me the huge package that has brought.
-White Chocolate and cream. Your favorite.
"Oh God. I want a piece now - exclaimed, forgetting that almost catches me in bed, his best friend.
"Wait for snack time. Adriana will come if you do not mind. And also thought that Taylor and ...
"That come all, Ethan. I do not care, now I get along with them .- clarify.
- How to Dylan? He asks, opening his eyes in surprise and excitement.
"Not really, but I learned to stand him. By the way, is there .- I would point out, realizing I was not aware of their presence.
Ethan turns and smiles at his friend.
- What are you doing here?
"You told me I was not separated from your sister, so that I do for you Back to ask a favor in your life once we finish with this .- responds with that tone just seems cold to me lately that uses.
"I said I could not have good intentions.
of good humor and without asking more questions, Ethan goes into my bedroom and leave the cake on the desk, collapsing on my bed.
"Yes you are vague, what way is this to make the bed? - I asked, pointing to the crumpled blanket and pillows placed.
"You're the one to scold me, I at least try it, not like others.
He just laughs at it.
Okay, I think it has realized nothing. This time it is fortunate that my brother is as sharp as a tennis ball.
"Well, I'll call Adriana and others to come. I talked to Taylor and said that Lydia is better, maybe we can come.
"That would be great .- commented, realizing that I just talked to my friend since he suffered the first transformation.
"I know, you see that everything goes well, smallish .- get out of bed and give me a kiss on the cheek, ready to be locked in his room .- Are you coming or what?" Asks Dylan , which has had the reflex to stay in my room. Laughing
by his confusion, I see him get up and go to Ethan, but not before passing along to me and shake my hand gently on the sly.
I'm dying to stop hiding our secret. And that only took two days.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Diffusion And Osmosis Ap Bio Lab
Chapter Twelfth
"Dig a Pony" Ethan
Day 15, 14:00
This is something I have not planned. I should have thought more before just doing it, but, as has become customary in me, I have not used my brain and now I'm in a very inconvenient situation. Former has not been a good idea to let Scott Taylor and Lydia on the floor of Dylan. More than anything because if I had not done, Adriana and I would still be there and there would be no problem.
And second, what time of my life I have become so stupid as to have come home with Adriana? I had forgotten all about my mother, I just wanted to go to my room and pick up the phone, I had been forgotten in the bedside table. The face has been putting me because when I went up the stairs and I found Mary had to be memorable.
Now here we are. She sat on a couch in the living room and I with Adriana in the front. I think we took ten minutes in silence. I drank so much tea to keep me busy I need to go to the bathroom.
not be ashamed to introduce me my girlfriend because it's something that I feel most proud of is a kind of prize to be with Adriana. But I've spent my whole life without having to face these kinds of issues with my parents and now I do not know what to do.
"So say two years, right? Mary repeats for the fourth time.
"Yes .- this time is Adriana who is confirmed, leaving to play with the hem of her jersey to look to women.
I have wanted to applaud the respect with which despite trying everything we know has done.
"And you have the disease .- this claim is new, so we both looked at each other not knowing what to say, cediéndonos the right to speak.
But I guess this time it's my turn.
-La was infected .- He might have just said, but I have no fear to give more information, to make him share the whole story. May well choose to give us their help and support us with medicines.
Adriana lowers her head. His cheeks flushed and I know I embarrassed by my comment. Without thinking much and amazed at how different things are now, took her hand and they are narrow. I feel eyes burning on me from my mother, but I do not care.
"I hope you now understand why we feel ... felt loose .- Nora preference for hard, making me smile.
"Yes, because in your eyes was the perfect child naturally respond .- .- Do not know how happy I was when I discovered that twelve years was hiding from you mobile phone or music player.
Mary is pale to what he had heard before regaining his composure and fight back.
"Those are mistakes that teenagers have little to do with what you have done. You've become a young man goes astray only to ladies ...
- Excuse me? "The interrupt .- What the hell are you calling?
I sit up from the couch to get close to it. There are things I do not intend ever tolerate, and she just one of them.
-Ethan, quiet. Adriana .- Let me stop, taking my arm to sit again .- Whatever.
"No, I do not care. I'm sick of all this. At what age did you marry daddy? If not go wrong accounts I'd just turned eighteen. And you were pregnant with me .- he replied, his voice rising slowly .- Do you think, then, that Nora is a mistake? What I'm going with "ladies" for two whole years? I'll tell you one thing: I feel great that you and Dad you had been a religious and moral ideas as firm. But neither Nora nor I are as children, we have our own ideas and make decisions. I'm happy without going to church every Sunday, I'm happy to have girlfriend like any other normal person, going out with my friends, taking phone, seeing as my sister gets to be happy running away from you. And if so I have to go to the hell with both amenazáis me, so be it!
"So you will not get to give you access to medicine .- threatens me.
"I'll give that access anyway. Either that or they notified the police, Mom. Dad's not here to help and protect you, so do not get many chances left.
-Ethan .- Adriana calls me, making me forget my mother few seconds .- What is this?
Frowning, I look at what you're pointing. A black carpet rests on the central coffee table, half hidden by the tray of tea that my mother has committed to serve. Under his watchful eye, the lame and the open.
The first page displayed so many medical terms that choose to move to the next. There is a summons within five days in the capital's General Hospital.
- What is it, Mom? "He asked almost inaudibly.
"I wanted both, right? - There are tears in his eyes and is quick to dry them with the back of the hand .- No need to re-remind me what I've been a bad mother or the mistakes I made in my life. There you have the cure for you and your friends. Just do not come back to talk about it.
Without another word, gets up off the couch and leaves the room. Adriana looks over my shoulder to see what it says.
tickets for a train that will depart within five days of Evansville South Station. Access to two treatments: the ultimate cure or preventing infection. So give us the opportunity to choose what we want to take. Miro
the girl believe it unfinished. How true is this? Finished?
"You've got .- Adriana whispers before going to embrace me .- Oh My God! You are fantastic, Ethan!
still stunned, I just get to reply to embrace. Five days. And no more infected, more transformations, more deaths. A normal life back to us.
* * * Scott
Day 15, 14:34
I have to make a decision quickly. Well, actually I think it has been taken by sending that message to Gabriel. I have not received a response and I think I will not be able to wait. And if you have already gone to the city? "Everything will be gone? Still do not know what I want, but I have clear that I have behaved like a fool with it.
should've explained, tell you why I reacted to her kiss. I liked it, yes, but still do not know why I discussed the matter with Taylor and although it has been quite uncomfortable for both, yet I have in my mind what I said: "You have to wonder if Gabriel is a boy or a girl, if you like one or the other, you just have to realize if you like who he is. "With that clarified everything to me. I will never return the favor.
The vibration of my phone can speed up the heart. Without losing a second I open the message you just received:
"My train leaves at midnight today and I'm still in Evansville. Is something wrong? G. "
Sigh. Still here, I have a chance to see him again and clarify. Or at least make him understand what is happening to me for being so stupid.
"I need to talk to you. Can we meet? Sorry about yesterday. S "
I hasten to write the message without stopping to put something that anime. I have fear that the hours passed quickly as we write and we no longer allow time to meet.
"No problem. Do I spend to get you? G. "
mourn
I have wanted to read your reply. But since I can not stand still waiting to come get me, I choose by telling me that I will go to fetch and jump on my bed with the intention to wear sneakers and a jacket and go out.
I say goodbye to my mother rushed into the kitchen and walk along the streets running all that separate me from the house of Denia. Now also home to Gabriel. I have fear of what will happen, not gonna lie. But worse is if I do nothing and just let me go Gabriel of my life.
I wipe the palms on his jeans before knocking. Review my hair twice and wait until someone finally opened. Denia looks at me with an embarrassing smile. I know he knows everything.
-low now .- I said, blinking back an eye .- Gabriel, guess who's here! - Laughing, she turns to me .- I wish you well, I really hope so wholeheartedly.
- How did you know? "I'm interested without being able to control my curiosity.
-I saw it looked. After spending many years with my brother I recognize those looks again .- wishing me good luck, it sets aside to let out to Gabriel.
Once the door closes behind us, allow me the luxury of watching for a while. Is serious, the smile that I had gone and I keep hoping that has not done so forever. Her blue eyes while dodging me down the porch stairs to address the street.
I hasten to follow me not to leave behind, knowing that I am the one to initiate conversation. But what I can tell? A simple "sorry" is not enough, I have made you feel bad.
"I'd like to explain what happened yesterday.
"No need to do it, I was wrong with you. It is obvious that you are the aunts, I'm sorry, really .- I dryly interrupted, keeping his eyes fixed straight ahead.
"That's not me hasten to clarify .- .- Before you from coming and, frankly, now too, had doubts about what I liked. I made a mess, he had never given much thought until you present and ... do not know. Really sorry, Gabriel. Because on one hand ... I liked that kiss, but then again I'm not sure. Gabriel
stops and looks at me. There is a hint of humor in his face, but tries not to let your voice is transmitted.
"So not only I went to a high school kid, but I have also tried to get him out of the closet.
I am offended by his words, I want something original retort to silence him, but he is right. There are more subtle ways of speaking, but he is right.
"Sorry, it was not me who asked you fijases you in me.
"I know, I'm an idiot. What make it clear you intended this, Scott? Just wanted to explain why you are shocked?
"I wanted to clarify. But clearly seeing what you think of me as you pass the subject. So I'm sorry I wasted your time. To another.
I walk away from it with the intention of returning to my home, but I stopped before it can turn the corner.
"Okay, sorry. My manners are not the best .- apologizes .- But how do you expect me to help to elucidate in an afternoon?
"I will not clarify in an afternoon .- .- I'll correct it will take time, but you also need you. This is new and it's crazy, because no sense. But I'm willing to try it, because your kiss will not displease neither you nor I do. I know it's selfish because I'm asking for your time for something that may not ultimately be.
"And I'm so idiot to give it to die for .- sentence him, shaking his head angrily.
I'm speechless. Want to, it will. And I can not help but wonder why. I am what he has said, a high school boy who does not know what he wants. He is twenty years old, living in the city, there are thousands of kids in college who die by hanging out with him. But no, Gabriel loves me when we barely know. What if I disappointed? I am completely vulgar, I'm a bad writer or musician, even know how to cook.
"But you live in ...
" I know where I live .- interrupted me, still angry .- Come with me one weekend. Let me show you what life is like there, away from social taboos in this poky old town. I will make my side if it's the last thing I do.
There is so much security in their words I can not help but laugh despite the seriousness of the situation. Gabriel looks at me blankly at first to end up joining my laughter.
"Okay. .- I agree with you that after a few minutes. Gabriel
dried the tears caused by the laughter and tries to get serious, taking air before coming to me. I know what to do and I want to do, because I owe him a kiss. I owe him a kiss response and this time I will not deny. And, though it sounds selfish, I'm not going to deny it. But for me, because I also like this.
again His lips met mine as the previous day, making me forget everything that had to happen to make this gesture is repeated. I know we're in the middle of a street which, although empty, can be filled at any time and see us. But I do not care. Four months in Evansville and I flee.
With little practice I've gotten, I answered softly, doubting my every move. The ease with which Gabriel moves me comfort, it manages to mask my stupidity.
When separated for breath, I feel my cheeks burning with shame, but I separated, I leave to continue grabbing the waist.
- You were always sure that the girls would not you? "He asked.
-No .- replies, smiling .- Until the sixteen years I considered the most virile guy in the universe. I was with many girls, I did everything for my misfortune. But one day I met someone and ... well, he was in this world and seemed quite proud. I got into it, made me see what I really liked. The funny thing is that he is now engaged to a woman, it seems that he repented.
I answer with another smile.
- do you? "Wants to know.
test-I kiss a girl when I was twelve, laughing .- .- admit I felt disgusting and I did not try. Until you came and broke my record for years without kissing anyone.
's going to be that I do not regret having broken. Lydia
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