Day 20, 08:54
The days pass too quickly and with each year that I am I have the feeling that I take less. I have many things to do, so eager to meet ... I end up forgetting to live. If you ask me now what you've done the last three days I could not answer you.
I know I've been with Ethan, I have studied and fulfilled my duties, with Lydia laughed and spent hours and hours with Dylan. But nothing has been enough. I can not believe that now they are going to go for both time and I have to go back to class, pretending that nothing has happened when my life has turned hundred eighty degrees.
I have a lump in my throat, I do not speak for fear of being me to tears. Adriana, Taylor, Lydia, Dylan and many others are here with their bags, waiting for the train leaves for the capital and to end his nightmare. If something is that I have to thank my brother stays with me.
not want to stop being what it is, at least not for now, and since no one can spread the disease does not have to travel to the city, leaving me alone with Mary. Though I lose my best friend and Dylan, he will continue here.
Knowing that I use these minutes to say goodbye to them, I go to Lydia, who immediately launched to embrace me. As much as it goes with your boyfriend know that it is costing to leave Evansville.
"I'm going to miss .- .- I said without separating and messages to call me every day. Anything that makes these weeks did not seem so long.
"Do not worry, I will. Be good .- kidding, trying not to sound sad.
South Station is filled with family and infected, lab officials and friends who come to say goodbye to their loved ones. I've never been so melancholy a place such as this in this time.
- you really be okay? With Dana and Victoria, I mean.
"I will continue with the show, wait till you come back to ... I dunno, put an end to asunto." I reply, trying to reassure .- Go quiet.
She is separated from me and gives me another smile. The pain has disappeared from her green eyes and once again the girl ever, although since his first transformation is more insecure. I hope to bring healing back to Lydia always.
smile back, I turn to Taylor and give him another hug.
-Take care of him and take care .- I ask.
-not be a problem. The same I say.
With nothing more to say, I turn to look at Ethan. Adriana is embracing him. I have not seen any of the two sad these days, so I wonder now possible to glimpse how they feel. Two weeks apart. It's too hard.
Without shedding a single tear, break up and she turns towards me, ready to say goodbye to me too. We have not talked much, the days have been too stressful and that he might strike up a friendship with her, but I am grateful for the way in which we supported Dylan to me when we need it. Hopefully I can understand it better when you return.
"See you in two weeks, says Nora .-, blending into another hug more.
I have given many in these minutes that I'm starting to receive them and give them automatically, without stopping to think about what I do.
"Thanks for everything.
"I'm not the des. I just did what I thought was right .- responds, shrugging .- Have you fired it?
I shake my head. I tend to make it as difficult for the final and this time there has been no exception. While he has been saying goodbye to those who stay until it has been anyone else I have done the same with those who leave. I can not further delay the time if I want to go without exchanging a single word.
"Do not waste your time, entertain others lest you disturb .- says Ethan, surprised by her desire to help.
a smile of thanks, me to stray away from both the group and meet with Dylan, who is waiting for me against the wall. If it was not because I have learned to analyze their movements accurately, I would not dare to approach him. Apparently once again the bad guy as always ... if not for the brightness of his dark eyes wistful.
Seeing me, gets up and runs the meters that separate us to a stop before me. To looking down at me straight in the eye.
-Time .- whispers.
"Yes ... - before I realize there is already a tear rolling down my cheek. Ducked his head so he can not see it.
"No, Nora, please, promised not to make it more difficult .- reminds me, raising his hand to dry my skin .- Not so long will soon be here again ...
I do not care who is here again . I do not want it to go away and leave me alone, it matters if it's two days or two weeks. Noting that his words are not able to comfort me in his embrace, whispering soothing to the ear.
-Write, please .- I beg you, and leaving me with tears.
-Lo will, I promise. But you must promise me that you are going to class, go out with friends and you spend it well. Okay? I will not go unless you promise me.
seat slightly. The station clock at nine o'clock mark. The train has to start
I love you, little .- I said before placing a little kiss on my lips.
"I love you .- I reply, barely turning away from him to join the others appearing normal.
would give everything I have to be infected and to go with him.
Not wanting to look back, collect your luggage and get on the train car, devoting a final look before disappearing. Ethan with his arm around me, trying to encourage me. I just want to go home.
With a whistle, the train starts slowly, accelerating from the second the second van. Lydia see leaning saying goodbye and I strive to answer it.
say that people do not appreciate what they have until they lose. It is my case. A group of key people in my life. Before it began the trip was made by Lydia, Dana, Victoria and Ethan. Now it is a meaningless jumble of names and I can only feel that two important people are leaving.
may be making a drama of it all, but after all I've lived these days feel the urgent need to find a new stability.
And even going to take two weeks to arrive.
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